Young and Hopeless?

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

heh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAUSAGE & LITTLE MONSTER! xDD

okay lah. today was fun. i mean i felt happy for the whole day. haha.

then carolyn, ruijia, janice, genevieve, shen nen, fann and some ppl lah. we stayed back to clean the classroom. haha. then before that. sherine and adeline had their birthday surprise.

so nice lah. and i'm jealous cuz i only had 4 ppl wishing me happy bday on my actual birthday... ms tan, carolyn, nat saw and. um. lemme think. was it fann? i think so...

then did cip with sherine today. was fun lah. but uber tiring.. we did for 3 hours. at orchard. man. it was so tiring. and we met quite a lot of sc ppl lah. including 1se ppl and qingyi [fann's senior]. stupid her. dont allow sherine and i to slack lahhhh T___T

oh well. so now i have abt 20 hrs of cip if im not wrong. heh =D

then today when fann went toilet and i was waiting for her. cheryl, yian and jean were in one cubical in the toilet. LOL. and yian and cheryl were doing their funny laughs lol. then this jean stood on the toilet bowl and looked over. lol. sicko =D then when fann left. i sprinkled a little water into their cubical and they were screaming. hAHA xD

haiz. so boredddd. gah. and i cant rmb anything alr. i only know my feet are so sore!

i spent my time___8/29/2007 06:42:00 PM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

today was fun lah. previous days i guess it was too. i'm too lazy to say everything. when i feel like it then i shall. haha. oh and sherine. YOU OWE ME A 186 TALL DOOR!!

i just came to post this

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERINE & ADELINE!

haha =D

i spent my time___8/28/2007 11:16:00 PM

Sunday, August 26, 2007

haiz. i was blog hopping just now like crazy..

well and i realised that. i think i'm drifting away from God.

i dont feel the urge to go to church as much as i used to.. leave it to God's hands~

Still - hillsong
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

i spent my time___8/26/2007 08:57:00 PM

sorry for not posting. i tried to post but it kept saying invalid link. ugh. blogger gets on my nerves~

OKAY. so anyway. past few days have been going crazy over ppl lah. esp 2 ppl -

- MOKOMICHI HAYAMI
- YAMASHITA TOMOHISA

dont know then too bad =D

dl so many songs and yeah. blah blah blah blah blah.

oh. and archery was fun. instead of doing judo like the thursday group. we did something called kangoo jumps. its fun lah. =D interested to know then ask me online! xD

hmm. oh. and.. i dunno what else to say. haiz. nxt week there's bowling training for the last week T_T and then on weds im gg out with sherine to do cip at orchard and get her a bday present. well it is her bday after all.. and she owes me the sausages.. its due on TUESDAY SHERINE!!

and i'll prob go for ltf like nxt week cuz deborah is in charge of refreshments =D i must try xD

o well. today during church it was fun. the sermon was " I sinned again..." and the guy said the "..." represents that it can be continued, for eg - "I sinned again, and again, and again..." hahaa. and he said his version of "an apple a day keeps the doctor away" is "a chapter a day keeps evil away".. and his version of "once bitten twice shy" is "once sin twice run" or something like that. anyway it was funny. and i did learn more. hopefully i'll get closer with God =D

then during art today i did NOTHING. seriously! all i did was to crap about with jean about jap/korean ppl or wtv lah. then nat was thinking we're mad lol. haha. and we played with ipods like crazy. then nat, jean, ningzhen and i went to get drinks from the pokka vending machine. then jean was like "eh, all our drinks are pokka!" then nat and i were like "ITS A POKKA VENDING MACHINE!!" HAHA. i drank coffee. nat drank some carrot fruit juice.. jean drank green tea lol. and we ate food.. so then went home then yeah.

then i was asking sherine for nice songs to listen to. and she dumped me with so many song TITLES. and she had to go off. so i had to search all myself. and like. all she asked me to listen to was DBSK and ALL SUPER JUNIOR SONGS.geez. ALL. saw the word ALL?.. haiz.

well obviously i'm not that crazy lah =D

haiz. i wonder how its going to be like tmr...

Gone [spanish] - nsync
Que palabras te puedo decir
Que te hagan volver (yeah yeah)
Tu perdida con el tiempo y yo sin tu querer
Tantas cosas que dijiste amor
Que no pude entender (mmm)
Tu buscando un nuevo comenzar
Y no lo supe ver
Que pude yo decir, que te hizo partir
Congelando mi corazon
Asi no puedo seguir
Que diera porque estes junto a mi, aqui.

Estoy ahogandome
No te puedo olvidar(no te puedo olvidar)
Y como un hombre busco como aguantar
Alucinando en el recuerdo de tu voz amor (tu voz amor)
Cuando me, dijiste, no!
¡no!!
no! (baby no) ¡no!
Sin piedad (como meto yo)
no, no, no--

Y puedo darte mil excusas baby
Aunque nada va a cambiar (ohh, ohh)
Pero si hay algo que debo hacer, ven y dimelo ya
Un minuto, es una eternidad,
asi es un dia sin ti (asi es un dia sin ti)
y sin embargo no puedo vivr(sin ti), cambiando todo por Ti.
Por eso dejare de darte mi atencion, a lo que anhela mi corazon
Porque muy dentro yo se, que tambien tu me deseas asi,
dime que si (yeah yeah)

Estoy ahogandome (ahogandome)
No te puedo olvidar (no te puedo olvidar)
Y como un hombre busco como aguantar ( un hombre que no debellorar)
Alucinando en el recuerdo de tu voz amor (recordando tu voz)
Cuando me, dijiste (me dijiste)
¡no! (no)
!no¡ (no)
¡no! (no estas)
no, no, no--no

Yo te quiero preguntar
Ahora que ya no estas
Si tu sientes por mi, no me dejes solo aqui
oh, ohhh, ohh!

Estoy ahogandome (ahogandome)
No te puedo olvidar (no te puedo olvidar)
Y como un hombre busco como aguantar ( busco como aguantar)
Alucinando en el recuerdo de tu voz amor (recuerdo baby)
Cuando me, dijiste (Cuando me dijiste no)

Estoy ahogandome (ahogandome)
No te puedo olvidar (no te puedo olvidar)
Y como un hombre busco como aguantar ( busco como aguantar)
Alucinando en el recuerdo de tu voz amor(Ahh ahh)
Cuando me, dijiste (Cuando dijiste que no)
¡no! (no)
!no¡
Cuando medijiste

i spent my time___8/26/2007 06:23:00 PM

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

okay. sorry for not updating lah. so many things happened since the last post and.. i was too lazy to post ;D

okay. i'll start with.. uh. sunday. yeah.

so sunday went to church. charmaine didn't go. at least thats what mabel told me. cuz she didn't go for ss. haven't seen lauren, rosslyn, sherilyn and melissa at church for like. probably a million years. haha. then they didn't go either. then becky saw me. she was like "OH! HELLO!! I HAVENT SEEN YOU IN LIKE A MILLION YEARS!" in her normal freaky self ;D

then went for young teens at 2nd parsonage. wah. the topic was "He's my friend but..." it was meant for us to think if we should have non-christian friends and how to communicate with them. so then the conclusion was we could have non-christian friends as long as we dont participate in any activity claimed unclean. lol ;D

then went for art. church ended so early then reached nafa at like. 12.15? gah. i went to the vending machine and bought a can of coffee ;D then waited for ppl to come. then nat finally came then ning zhen came. then we were trying to call jean but she kept cutting off lah then she smsed. haha. she came in after the teacher explained everything xD

so had fun lah. at least i guess i did. then jean was so cold so i lent her my jacket. nat didn't bring hers. then we were playing with the glue. so funny. it was like blobby and sticky and goooooo-ey and.. hmm. yeah then. it came out in pretty big blobs. hahah =DDD then nat accidentally put her phone onto the glue that we played with on the magazine. hAHAHAHAHA. then we went to the water cooler to wash it. then we started playing with water. its so cold lah. then went back in. jean tried to fly with my jacket. then nat took a video and added some funny music to it ;D. anyone interested to see? xD i dont mind posting it on youtube for the world to see =DD

then went home and stressed out over music and history.. but then my uncle came. he's living in new york. so came to visit lah. then my aunty, his wife, is coming nxt week for operation then he's waiting for her to come. so my uncle taught my bro his science. MAN I HOPE HE GETS HIS BAND ONE. I WANT MY ELECTRIC GUITAR!!

then he stayed for dinner. it was a FEAST man!! XDD hmm. then went online after that. then talked talked talked. blah blah blah. then i did 2 out of the 4 required music analysis. then i wanted to do but nat saw said she's gg sleep and would wake up at 4am to do hers. and i hadn't finish my lit yet. so i told her i'd wake up at 4 too. then i really did! i felt hyper lahh. then helped her with her music analysis and did finish mine and my lit. went off at 6.45am ;D

went to school after that as usual. [its monday btw]. then fann was so hyper lah. she gt 2 packets of water babies from amber. then she wanted to give one packet to sylvia her senior. but she wanted some of the colours so she. heh . shan't expose her here ;D

then had eng summary test. was ok lah. then had one free period. so spent that period walking around in class wondering? then fann wanted to activate 2 small packets of her water babies. so we were thinking how to not let lao shi know haha ;D

so after that was break. then had chinese... then had recess. went with fann to science lab again. this time i brought my file so i had something to do ;D then had maths. then. lit. got scolding from ms sharon and did that poem. what.. uh. dear madam.. somethingsomething lah ;D then carolyn shennen and amanda were singing it in diff tunes. and they tried she bangs u know!! the one by ricky martin. HAHAH. it was like. DEAR MADAM, DEAR MADAM. something something lah so funny =DD

then had geog. carolyn and i had a hard time catching up with him cuz we were like day dreaming lah. then didn't have assembly. so was just playing with the water babies. haha. then the driver sent cheryl and jean home. like to the bus stops lah. then i stayed at home andd.. played with my bro and. OH YES.

my bro he had to cut his hair. so didn't have time to cut his hair lah. then my mum said i could cut his hair. after cutting he looks like that korean guy. super tall one. man i keep forgetting their names ^^"

so cool lah. then blah blah blah then went sleep.

so today... went to school then.. uh. oh yeah i forgot to mention that i had to help fann bring home some 200 water babies cuz she had ice skating. then i brought it and yeah. OH YEAH I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT SHE SPILLED THE WATER BABIES ALL OVER CLASS DURING LIT. HAHAH ;D

so yeah. then. let see. um.. first lesson was.. chinese. yeah. then had some zi du test lah. then after that had oddssey of the mind. then after that was break. well our break was kinda gone by that time. so went for music. then during carolyn's group's presentation. claudine and i were playing with the light lah. so fun. =D

then had recess. again, fann and i went to science lab to do our work. oh. and mr sim vandelised our whole wwhite board with names who haven't handed up stuff. haha ;D

so we did our files and i also did my practical book. then we finished it. so went to eat and rushed. we thought we were last but we saw jean and sherine sitting there. we were like. OMG LOL. then we ran to the western stall to eat the noodle thingy ;D

we ate so fast. it was nice and we were hungry anyway. but sherine and jean had went already. so fann and i ate so fast and ran back to the lab. hah =D

so had science then went back to class. had math in the com lab. did the charts thingy. then sherine ah. so blur. nv listen. then i had to keep telling her how to do. then she sang bday song for kibum and claudine's dad? LOL. so funny. then after that had history. it ended like 10 mins early lah.

so went home and here i am =D

haiz. i feel like complaining bout someone now but.. its like.. i dont wanna offend anyone in public -.-" its just wrong..

Always you by amber pacific
I'll hold a place for you
Inside my heart for you and I
I won't forget these tears I cried
With every year that passes by

And I can't sleep without you
And I can't breathe anymore

Good times last forever
I'll keep my heart with yours
For every minute I am gone
Swear you'll never leave me
I'll be there every time
In your heart and in your eyes

I'll give it up this time again
Some things are better left unsaid
And all I have are lasting dreams
Our word's worth more this time it seems

And I can't sleep without you
And I can't breathe anymore

Good times last forever
I'll keep my heart with yours
For every minute I am gone
Swear you'll never leave me
I'll be there every time
In your heart and in your eyes

Good times last forever
I'll keep my heart with yours
For every minute I am gone
Swear you'll never leave me
I'll be there every time
In your heart and in your eyes

Good times last forever
I'll keep my heart with yours
For every minute I am gone
Swear you'll never leave me
I'll be there every time
In your heart and in your eyes

In your eyes

i spent my time___8/21/2007 03:03:00 PM

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Amthem of our dying day by story of the year
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Our dying day
Of our dying!!!

i spent my time___8/18/2007 09:04:00 PM

I want you back by nsync
You’re all I ever wanted
You’re all I ever needed, yeah
So tell me what to do now
When I want you back

It’s hard to say I’m sorry
It’s hard to make the things I did undone
A lesson I’ve learned too well, for sure
So don’t hang up the phone now
I’m trying to figure out just what to do
I’m going crazy without you

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed, yeah
So tell me what to do now
When I want you back

Baby I remember
The way you used to look at me and say
Promises never last forever
I told you not to worry
I said that everything would be alright
I didn’t know then that you were right

You’re all I ever wanted
You’re all I ever needed, yeah
So tell me what to do now
When I want you back
I want you back
You’re the one I want
You’re the one I need
Girl what can I do

You’re the one I want
You’re the one I need
Tell me what can I do
You’re all I ever wanted
You’re all I ever needed, yeah
So tell me what to do now
When I want you back

Page avenue by story of the year
i still recall every summer night
like it was yesterday
the time would never end
and my friends were family
nothing mattered more
than the loyalty we had
now i'm a world away from everything we shared

i had something better
waiting ahead
i try to take control of my heart
i had something better
but i'll tear it down and i'll tape it up
by my own design i fall

bring back the days
three story parking lot
the air is never dry
as the city falls asleep, days bleed into the night

the tables set the stage
for a life of memories
but i'm a world away from everything

i had something better
waiting ahead
i try to take control of my heart
i had something better
but i'll tear it down and i'll tape it up
by my own design i fall
apart as time passes by
i fall apart but the memories never die

and i still recall every summer night
it seems like yesterday but i'm still a world away

i had something better
waiting ahead
i try to take control of my heart
i had something better
but i'll tear it down and i'll tape it up
by my own design i fall

i had something better
i had something better
and i fall apart,
as time passes

Words, hands, hearts by yellowcard

The whole world was sleeping
And I was there
You could just sense this feeling in the air
Like no one's words were good enough to define what we feared
And no one's words were strong enough to fix what happened here

Lead on to save me
Lead us all there
Find me some answers
One nation beware
Can't tell the difference between myth and man
Or what's necessary or where I should stand

The whole world is different now men have died
They can just sense this feeling in our eyes
Like no one's hands are big enough to hold onto this fear
And no one's hands are strong enough to fix what happened here

Lead on to save me
Lead us all there
Find me some answers
One nation beware
Can't tell the difference between myth and man
Or what's necessary or where I should stand

So do we do now
Raise our voices loud
Were searching for something that cannot be found
Here open mouths
I see open hands
Blinded and silent I can't understand

The whole word is watching with one blank stare
I can just sense this feeling of ill-repair
Like no one's heart is full enough to keep away this fear
And no one's heart is strong enough to fix what happened here

Lead on to save me
Lead us all there
Find me some answers
It's time that you shared
Can't tell the difference between myth and man
Or what's necessary or where I should stand

So do we tell now
Raise our voices loud
We're searching for something that cannot be found
I hear open mouths
And I see open hands
Like the blinded and silent I can't understand.

i spent my time___8/18/2007 04:34:00 PM

haiz. i've got so much to complain about yesterday lah. its probably one of the worst days u can find..

first, i woke up super late. i woke up at like almost 7... then traffic jam like siao i thought i was gonna be so late lah. just lucky it didnt. then it started raining when the announcements then. yeah half my bag got wet.. stupid. then went back to class was so tired. fell asleep like. what. during double period chinese lah.then.. break. i was practically wondering around.. otherwise i would've fallen asleep.

so went up to science lab early for the enrichment thing.. whole group went up except fann. so we ended up being like the last group. its dumb lah. but yeah. then had recess. i stayed with fann in the science lab whole time to do her file up. then after that went to canteen to get bugged by her seniors. so fann being nice bought so much food. i had to help her eat. bleh. whatever i ate was sour. whatever fann ate was sweet. too sweet and too sour. lol.

then it was art. mrs chia said jap ppl were coming.. then everyone so guai lah. then was doing my work. wah i got so pissed lah. my paper kept turning green. most of u would know why. then ah. i paint that time. my paper got white spots all over. the reason is pretty obvious too.

then after that supposed to stay back for the debate thing. then i went to the library cuz i was bored. then i read one book like 50 pages. then i fell asleep lor..then i woke up and read another 5 pages. fell asleep again. then read another 5 lines. fell asleep. then read like maybe just 2 words. then i fell asleep. then when i woke up i checked the time and i realised it was already 2.50 lah. i started reading/sleeping at abou 1.20.. can u believe that? so stupid lah.

then i followed my mum to get a new car cuz i'm complaining about the current car for the chauffeur. so its a honda fit then need to trade in for a honda too. so my mum said she'll get a odessey. but when we were trying out the cars right. wah i tell u. cannot stand it lah either i'm too tall or the ceiling was too low. i kept hitting my head when i wanna get out of the car lah stupid -.-

then went to clementi central to eat. wah eat so much until i was exploding lah. that was my dinner okay. it was like. 5.20 or something. then went home i couldn't eat anything until like. 12+.. lol. then from about 6 till 12 was playing halo with my bro on xbox. so dumb lah. then nat saw kept calling me. and her bro is so irritating and. sounds like stephanie ho. haha.

then her bro kept interrupting here and there. and nat saw kept bugging me to go back to the com lol.. hahah xD

then i called yuching cuz i didn't feel like typing lah. then went to my room. i talk to her until i felt like sleeping. -.-"

then went to sleep. then this morning i woke up at 9.10. my piano teacher came at 9. he waited for so long lah. haha. then piano sucked today. i screwed up so much. blehhhh

then went to church for preacher mark chen's wedding. haha. he's still as funny as ever ;D

then no offence lah. john lee was playing cello lol. then. then. im still taller than him. shawn is already so much taller than me lah. en zhao, aka ice cream boy, is still same height as my bro. and they're all same age man ;D

haiz. im so bored and restless now.. my bro's having chinese tuition. later im gonna have mine at 4.30. gah...

you know what. i've got so much to complain. something i want to complain about is bowling. im really losing interest in bowling already. especially since the competition was over. i just dont find it fun or enjoyable. its like. sucha chore... im getting sick of everyone and everything already. its so sickening lah.i just wish i can stay at home everyday. im sick of seeing ppl. im sick of hearing ppl. im sick of listening. its so frustrating. ugh. i HATE IT.

The game is over by nsync
Oh yeah
Oh yeah
Irresistible
Is what you think you are
That's so typical
You think that you're a star
You act like
Everyone revolves around you
Baby you dropped the ball
And now the game is through

'Cause you tried to play both sides
You got caught up in your lies
And now you running
You running out of time

Played yourself
Or did ya, did ya
Think you could really
Find love from someone else?
You making moves
You gonna lose
You know you played yourself
And now you thinking, thinking
You can get one by me
But you'll never win,
But you'll never win
Try again
'Cause the game is over

Take it personal
'Cause I did
When you cheated on me
You may be beautiful
But there's more
That the eye can see
You're so predictable
The way you calculate each move
Heads I win
And tails you lose
Because you don't have
The right to choose

'Cause you tried to play both sides
You got caught up in your lies
And now you running
You running out of time

Played yourself
Or did ya, did ya
Think you could really
Find love from someone else?
You making moves
You gonna lose
You know you played yourself
And now you thinking, thinking
You can get one by me
But you'll never win,
But you'll never win
Try again
'Cause the game is over

Yeah

How could you think
You could do me like that?
Running behind my back
How could you do me like that?
Treat me like that
Now the game is over
How could you think
You could do me like that?
Treat me like that
Do me like that

Played yourself
Or did ya, did ya
Think you could really
Find love from someone else?
You making moves
You gonna lose
You know you played yourself
And now you thinking, thinking
You can get one by me
But you'll never win,
But you'll never win
Try again
'Cause the game is over

Played yourself
Or did ya, did ya
Think you could really
Find love from someone else?
You making moves
You gonna lose
You know you played yourself
And now you thinking, thinking
You can get one by me
But you'll never win,
But you'll never win
Try again
'Cause the game is over

Game
Over

i spent my time___8/18/2007 03:39:00 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007

pissedd

i feel so pissed. i dunno. i been feeling pissed this week and at the same time i feel hyper lah.

what kinda combination is that huh?

MANNNNNNNNN. ugh..

okay first off. i feel really pissed..

aos teacher didn't accept the script that i spent so much time on
almost half the class played this game. which was to ignore me. how fun eh. i got so pissed lah.
i felt pissed because.. of.. some things which.. i dont think i'll say here.

well. basically. there are many reasons but i wont say them here. its either too personal or its just gonna hurt someone.

i really really really cannot tolerate it lah. i mean like. fine. so what if u say that and all. but keep repeating it lah. go on. i already feel so pissed still go irritate me summor.so what if i dont show it huh? not like i cant be happy for a moment. ugh

then today mrs quek put me in charge of collecting the red cross booklets. otherwise ms ku is gonna chase me. bleh.

then.. i dunno. okay. im nt really in the mood to blog.

bowling today was okay.. my bowling didn't deprove or anything.. i went crazy during bowling but the moment i stopped for a second i'll feel all the frustraton coming back so i had to stay crazy the whole time.

i cant stand ittttttttttttttttt. man i wish i could just spill everything out here.. but like... i dont wanna hurt anyone lah. neither do i wanna cause any misunderstanding. that is just something horrible i dont wanna do. but but.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

so horrible. ugh.

carolyn scribbled all over my science book while i was sleeping. and while i was trying to sleep. then she wanted to draw on my neck. and she wrote on my arm. -.-"

then during pe today. did that hip hop thingy for aces day. so tiring lah. what jump here jump here. bend and move ur legs like what what. then i was standing nxt to carolyn and fann was behind me. then carolyn her arms and legs so long keep hitting me. i kept falling lah. then fann was laughing at me and also cuz the thing was so stupid. then carolyn was like. fann stop laughing. in her serious voice..

and carolyn got a happy note for being "so cool". lol.

i feel so tired and pissed and everything. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

For all these times son, for all these times by lost prophets
Yeah!
So can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you feel the tension rise?
Can you see the road you're walking?
Are these times too hard to recognize?
Part of where you're going,
Is knowing where you're coming from.
The hardest part of moving forward
Are these times when we all stand alone.

No! No!
But you'll never believe.
No! No!

For all these times, that we walked away
For all these times, that I've heard you say
Give me something to believe in,
Give me someone to believe in.
For all these times, and it starts today.

A generation always waiting,
A revolution passed this time.
Another reason to take stock
Of all these things that you have left behind.
Feelings that will never leave you
Never make you change your mind,
You gotta make it out past this one
Always the wrong place at the wrong time.

No! No!
But you'll never believe.
No! No!

For all these times, that we walked away
For all these times, that I've heard you say
Give me something to believe in,
Give me someone to believe in.
For all these times, and it starts today.

Lipgloss Lies, doin the time.
Never gonna miss what I left behind.
If I get the chance I'll do it again.
I wouldn't change it! Change it!
Change It! Change It!

Lipgloss Lies, doin the time.
Never gonna miss what I left behind.
If I get the chance I'll do it again.
I wouldn't change it! Change it!
Change It! Change It!

No! No!
But you'll never believe.
No! No!

For all these times, that we walked away
For all these times, that I've heard you say
Give me something to believe in,
Give me someone to believe in.
Give me something to believe in,
Give me someone to believe in.

Lipgloss Lies, doin the time.
Never gonna miss what I left behind.
If I get the chance I'll do it again.
I wouldn't change it! Change it!
Change It! Change It!

Lipgloss Lies, doin the time.
Never gonna miss what I left behind.
If I get the chance I'll do it again.
I wouldn't change it! Change it!
Change it! Change it!

i spent my time___8/16/2007 07:44:00 PM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

#124

THIS IS THE HUNDRED AND TWENTY FOURTH BLOG POST ;D

hahaha. okayy okay. hm... today i was so pissed at the aos teacher lah. wa lao eh. i spent so long doing the damned script and she tells me "is not good enough?" I KNOW MY CHINESE SUCKS BUT HELLO!!!.. even my mum said its okay. gah.

so anyway. now i'm acting as D which only has.. 4 lines xD

haizzz... so before aos had ce. then mrs quek told us a story about a girl from supposingly sy. she didn't bring a hist tb and said its cuz she lent it to someone she doesn't know and the person from se didn't wanna lend to her. HAHAHAHA. man the story was funny okay.

then during break, natassia carolyn mabel felicia were photocopying the script the teacher gave us. ugh. then fann bought blah blah i bought blah blah. so yeah. then went to canteen. bought so much food. and fann exchanged place with carolyn for that lesson.so funny lah geog. it was so slack okay. we only went thru 2 pages of wb. HAHA

then mr teo was telling us about his school life with the prefects. LOL. and mrs quek came in to ask for our lit marks. bleh.

then recess followed fann to the pe office to check our activity for health week. haha. then went canteen.. yeah yeah. blah blah. then had double eng/lit period at the lt. wah i tell u ah.. the presentation from sy was funny. they kept going erm.. ermm.. ermmm. after one girl did it. the other one also went ermmm. ermmmm. HAHAHAHA

okay okay okay. then right. uh. uh. had.. science. yeah. then fann and i ran to the science lab cuz of the enrichment thingy. our group is still leading xDDDD

then made a backrest. it feels comfortable and all. but it was only at the end of the lesson that fann and i thought of how to be able to adjust the height of the backrest. heh =D its good okay. considering that we're only using sponge, styrofoam, styrofoam bag thingy and string. xDDD

then after that went home lahh. followed jean again. we were walking when we missed the bus. then sherine went opp then. when sherine's bus went past. jean said she was looking at us. i so blur lah. only sai i saw black black hair floating all around. -.-"

then went home so tired. then.. blah blah blah blah blah blah. yeah. ;D

haiz. so.. i dunno. tmr my mum said the driver's coming to start work. man. that means. i've got my mean of transport for bowling from now onwards xDDD

i spent my time___8/15/2007 07:47:00 PM

Monday, August 13, 2007

todayyy

okayy. so today.. changed seat lah. then rebecca koh, my current partner, and i went to mrs quek and asked if we could change seats. so from tmr onwards, im gonna sit beside carolyn [not a good thing] but i can see the whiteboard [good thing] ;D

well that corner is gonna be noisy but yeah =D

then this fann ah. wanted me to help her fold stars for her senior, sylvia. haha. ;D i was so mean. didn't help her lol.

oh yeah. today is the start of the hungry ghost festival. u know nat saw sms me last night. i almost forgot about it until she reminded me lah. then i was talking to jean. she ah. 3am still not sleeping. go sms me. well not like i was sleeping either..

haiz. i haven't really finished the art of speech script yet. carolyn said she's coming on tonight to help me. lol. my future partner is nice? LOL xD

AIYA. i feel so... confused lah.

then today stayed back for workout. haha. i tell u ah. we ran and ran. then ended playing freeze and melt in the courtyard. then we played pepsicola in the gallery. O MAN THAT SUCKS. magdalene won every game. lol. first game i died cuz stehanie was so kind. she screamed into my ear then i was like OUCHH. then i hold my ear then she go step on me. what a cheater! ;D

then second game i died cuz my buddy killed mee. evil. NAH ;D way nicer than stephanie lah. then after that, jo, deb, nat and i were sitting on the sofa lah. then we were cheering like. GO - VA - NE- SSA. LOL. like one person one syllable. lol.. then we started singing national day songs. wa lao. they sing until so high. my voice died leh.. those of u in 6h-06 know why ;D

i dunno. today i just feel like i've got a lot to complain about.

then had this science enrichment course thingy. its about innovation lah. then my group we everything finish the puzzles with the.. wtv u call it. tentagram. WHATEVER LAH. then we got a total of i think 180 points. other groups are like. 100 lah.. 140. i dunno. we're in the lead ;D

haizzzz. SERIOUSLY LAH.

i dunno whats wrong with me. i just

feel like complaining alot.

Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin
If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane

i spent my time___8/13/2007 07:36:00 PM

Sunday, August 12, 2007

haiz

haiz. im just so. i dunno..

last night i got pulled into this convo with diff ppl. one was with 6h-06. and another was with jean and sherine. of course there were more lah.. then in the 6h-06 one we were discussing when to go out. shanice lah. said must book her TWO MONTHS in advance. very funny..

then in the one with jean and sherine. they crap about i dunno what. then jean lagged my com up. then then.. the art of speech script thingy went GONE. so i stayed up to do it again.

i feel so tired lah.

then. i dunno. past week. i dun wanna talk about it. ugh.

it just sets me on fire the moment i think about the past week. T___T

oh well. then today went back to the old church cuz my dad went to KL. then my mum just came back this morning so she wanted to go back and see her friends. then cuz i fell asleep so we were kinda late. yeah. i slept at about 3am and woke up at 6 cuz my mum came back. u think i'm tired?

then went church then went for art. damn i didn't feel like talking and nat kept going "jemima why so quiet?!" -.-"

haiz. it just feels so depressing for the past week. gah.

forget it. i need to finish the art of speech script now. argh. later.

i spent my time___8/12/2007 06:27:00 PM

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

BORED,TIRED,HYPER. =D

i shan't post lyrics. i feel so hungry =D i'm recovering and so is my buddy xD

lalalala. HAHAHAHA. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. noooooooooooooooooooo. i cant swing my arm backwards T_T
I CANT!!!! but i NEED TO. I NEED TO BOWL =D

BOWLING BOWLING BOWLING
BOWLING BOWLING BOWLING
BOWLING BOWLING BOWLING
xD

haiz. so bored lah.. haiz. tireddd.. but feeling hyper. but no one to talk to T_T
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
always so depressing when i'm hyper and there isn't anyone to talk to. oh wells. =D

i spent my time___8/07/2007 07:16:00 PM

CHANGE OF SEAT/posting lyrics spree =D

HELLO! haha. today im so super tired lahh. SHERINE DIDNT GIVE ME MY NINE SAUSAGESSSSS T_____T

o well. hmm. today.. uhs. uh. uh uh uh uh.OH YEAH.. today some of us had to change seats. im not sitting beside fann anymore but.. but... i'm sitting at the side and i cant see the board and i'm not sitting on the last rowww T_T and teenzhen is sitting behind me. haha.

O MAN BUT I WANNA CHANGE MY SEAT. maybe change with qiying cuz she doesn't wanna sit there.

k.. i feel like posting a lot of lyrics today so dont mind the super long post =D

today was the first time i took bus home with jean. as in. not her following me. lol. yeah. then we followed sherine up halfway thru the overhead bridge. then we went back down. then. then. 156 came then. then then then. yeah. then. we were complaining.then.. aiyaaa. and i spammed sherine =D

then. then. then. then. then. then. then. then. then... i dunno. its so boring today. haiz. i cant remember what homework there is.. hm... i dunno. tmr national day celebration. prob going out with seniors. i'm gonna be the only sec1 .. T_T but doesn't matter. my seniors are nice xD

then thurs going to jo's house to do project. O MAN I CANT GO SINGFEST AND WATCH MXPX AND THE ACADEMY IS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i so wanna goooo T_T

and i'm supposed to spot nat saw on tv? cuz she's going to the national day parade. haiz.

then friday going out with nat and sam. heh. nat and i shall buy so many cds. and we shall take neos. so sad jean cant go lah.. otherwise more fun =D

i'm gonna go broke this week... but i shall get MANY MANY CDS =D

OH MAN. I REALLY WANNA GO SINGFESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

ahhhhh. forget it. ugh. argh. cant go. T_T

i dun wanna be the only sec1 going tmr leh. i feel so odd out.. lol. my buddy #3 peiyi has red eye according to mars. GET WELL SOON! hope she can go tmr. T_T

wonder if yi an is going out. then if i see her i'll just ask her to come along or something. fann's going out with her section. the moment she mentions it she gets all excited all over. haha.

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i wish we didn't have to change seats =X

must be ruijia's fault. lol. =D

okk. i shall start dumping lyrics =D

Rooftops by lost prophets
When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?

Will we make a mark, This time.
Will we always say we tried.

Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your heart out.

All the love I've met,
I have no regrets,
If it all ends now, I'm set.

Will we make our mark, This time.
Will we always say we tried?

Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your heart out.

Standing on the rooftop,
Waiting till the bomb drops,
This is all we've got now,
Scream until your heart stops,
Never gonna regret,
Watching every sunset,
Listen to your heartbeat,
All the love that we've felt.

Standing on the rooftop,
Waiting till the bomb drops,
This is all we've got now,
Scream until your heart stops,
Never gonna regret,
Watching every sunset,
Listen to your heartbeat,
All the love that we've felt.

Scream your heart out.
Scream your heart out.
Scream your heart out.
Scream your...

Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your...

Can't stop. Gotta date with hate by lost prophets
Her eyes are open like a book
Her fingers stroke her hair to look
A moment feels so out of place
This will left standing in disgrace

Paint your fingernails at night
Style you hair in the bathroom light
Hatred never looked this good
Whoever thought it could

I don't wanna wait or leave it up to fate
'cause I just wanna watch you all night

Screaming

End it you're gone and
Don't you wake me up,
I don't want this dream to...
End it you're gone and
Don't you wake me up,
I don't want this dream to...
End

One kiss those lips could never lie
But I know something isn't right
Don't be fooled my friends aside
'cause I see nothing in those eyes

All said and done
This won't be fun
Make no mistake
Those smiles are fake

Don't wanna wait or leave it up to fate
'cause I just wanna watch you all night

Screaming

End it you're gone and,
Don't you wake me up,
I don't want this dream to...
End it you're gone and,
Don't you wake me up,
I don't want this dream to...
End

But believe me, I know it will always be moving
I know we could find a key

End it you're gone and
Don't you wake me up,
I don't want this dream to...
End it you're gone and
Don't you wake me up,
I don't want this dream to...

All the times that we suffered this before
Never once did you ever close that door
All the make up cannot hide the fact
That you're gone and you're never coming back.

In between by linkin park

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

And I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do or plan
Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand

I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is

Pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

i'll post more lyrics later =D

i spent my time___8/07/2007 03:35:00 PM

Monday, August 6, 2007

SICK, TIRED and i had fun =D

HELLO =D

im' so good lahs. i'm actually blogging again. no actually i saw myself logged onto blogger cuz was helping sausage =D

so anyway. todayyy.. hmm... ok. had lessons.. blah blah blah blah blah. then.. uhs. no. wait.. i cant remember. uh. uh uh uh uh uh uh uh. OH YES. had captains ball today =D was so gay lah. i shant complain about it. heh.

then stayed back for workout lahs. i barely did anything. except that i did extra push ups =D cuz was coughing then didn't do much lor.

after that went island creamery with nat, jo, steph, fish and charlene. steph and i couldn't eat anything so we just sat there and stared while the rest of them either ate icecream or drank some soft drinks. ughhhh T_T

then took some pictures outside with ronald macdonald. LOL. then we went home lah. i walked all the way home.. lol. so tiring but fun =D was talking on the phone with nat all the way through. well sorta. then when i got home i was talking to. uh. dunno? then after that dunno who then dunno who then nat then jean then. see how lah =D

i realised for the past 2 days. i haven't called anyone. everyone has been calling me. i NEED TO FIND SOMEONE TO CALL xD

its so weird lah.

haizz. i feel like spamming lyrics on the blog lah.... can i? =D

i spent my time___8/06/2007 09:59:00 PM

Saturday, August 4, 2007

SAUSAGE = SHERINE!

i shall start crapping about sausages..ok. now listen. this is something VERY IMPORTANT.
you MUST remember it ok?!

sherine = sausage

.. simple? its just two words and an equal sign. LOL

next.

orange does not = to nat saw.

thats just as simple as the first.

now..

the third one is.

me = NEVER STUDIES.

thats. even easier. yes? no? yes!

ok. so lets crap. haiz. ok lah. lately coughing like crazy. sick for so long already. oh well. and school is really a horrible drag man. its SO HORRIBLE. gahs. especially oral today. but i was lucky i didn't cough lah. then this. yi an and jean wanted to go out. wait for jean for 1 hour. omg lah. then spent 1 hour deciding where to go. but we ended up going home.. so pathetic right.

stupid stupid stupid

then in the bus i felt like puking lah. then the 2 of them were crapping about smsing guys and blah. then shanice tan started smsing me. o man. i really almost puked when i got off the bus ok. like before the overhead bridge i was like stop. cough cough cough. ALMOST PUKED.

and oh yes.. one more thing.

my sausage is crazy over super junior. KEEP BUGGING ME FOR NO REASON SUMMOR.

haiz.

stupid.

dumb.

gay.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

and lately steph and nat have been bugging me a lot too. especially nat. -.-" cant u guys jut KEEP AWAY?!

oh. and while waiting for jean. i saw keejia. then after a while grace came. then after a while michelle came. keejia and michelle were gonna have oral but grace finished hers already. lol.

haizzzzz.

i hate swings now.

and fann insists that i owe her 6 bars of kinder bueno.. arghhhhh

on monday there's captain ball match. i'm so sick. i dun wanna participate.

weds is national day celebration. released early.and my mum said i can go out. well after persuading her for so many days lah.. haiz.

and today while we were trying to figure out where to go. nat came to sch. cuz her's is second shift. so yeah. so funny. i told her that her examiner could be mrs quek. hahaha. everyone was hoping for mr teo cuz he's more lenient.. haha.

my sausage is so evil. keep doing homework and studying. cant bug.

jean is also another evil one. whole day long just bug her but always no reply sia -.-"

aiya.. not long from now i'm gonna give up bugging ppl.. so sian one.

gahs. forget about it mannn..

oh. and we got 7th for bowling. better than last year. but still. haizzz T_T

i was complaining to yuching lah. she's nice :D

OHHHH WHAT AM I SAYING.

forget it. i'll stop. i feel like posting out the list of songs that are nice to me at this point of TIME.

hahhhhahaaahahahahahahaizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz T_________T

i spent my time___8/04/2007 03:16:00 PM

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE

ALRIGHT. i finally feel like posting xD

lol. man.. i wanna change my blogskin. but i'm so lazy -.-"

ok.. i will just change it. since i'm like. waiting for tuition and its soooo soooo soooo boring xD

hahahahahaah. ok. update on my life -

1. i've been sending ALOT OF SMS. u dont wanna know who i sent it to.

2. i've been spamming ppl alot lately.

3. bowling competition sucks but bowling rules still xD

4. i found a new friend called sausage

5. i do not hate orange and i never did. just SOME people claim i do.

6. i like bowling more. n my seniors and my buddies and... my gummy and.... yeah. thats the point.

7. i'm tired so often

8. i've been sick for... 3 over weeks now. and i've been puking.

9. i've been usually talkin to yuching more. and complaining too =D

10. i think this is the last point

ok. so u get the picture yeah? heh. ok. now i shall slowly.. slowly. SLOWLY. change my blogskin........ xD

i spent my time___8/04/2007 02:04:00 PM