Young and Hopeless?

GOOD CHARLOTTE
MY BLOODY VALENTINE

SCARS

VICTIMS OF LOVE

BLEED IT OUT

NUMB

LIES

LOSE IT ALL

No one in this industry.

Understands the life I lead.

I wish i had something to offer you.

Regret is all i have left.

Get away from my life.

I dont care if you're around.

All i need is

the time i spend alone.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

screwed once again

well.. i'm screwed...

i know it isn't really the ideal way to start a post but yeah. i'm screwed.

i just want to clear something.

STOP ASKING ME TO TREAT YOU

ANYMORE.

U CAN BORROW BUT NOT TAKE.

MY POCKET MONEY HAS ALREADY

BEEN CUT..

I DONT WANT TO POINT OUT

ANYONE

BUT IM SURE U KNOW WHO YOU

ARE.

ughs. if you didn't understand that. tell me.. i'll explain every single word slowly.. and clearly.. an loudly.. until you understand.

ok. i'll stop.. and start.. talking about today.

so today brought my guitar to school.. initially wanted to stay back to do geog with fann then go for guitar. but the chinese opera thing was taking time...

so anyway. first lesson was chinese. i forgot to bring my chinese textbook!!!!! ughs..

then second lesson was... CE.. went to LT for it.. "find the extraodinary out of the ordinary"...

yeah. then after that was geog... got back the test papers.. charlene.. i got higher than u.. xD

anyway. after that. was health check up..jo and i went ahead of the class because of the bowling meeting. so after we went canteen.. and we saw shanice, peiyi and mars.. so shanice was like "you guys have only one minute left to eat".. i was like WHAT?!

yeah u get the point. now. the depressing part...

if u dont agree with what i'm saying then too bad. but i'm just saying because its just what i think.

ok. i know that us, the sec1 bowlers, are really really really noisy. i dont object to that. and i know that it isn't just yuxian and stephanie. i know that i also contributed. but generally.. yuxian and stephanie. u guys are the ones who start talking and make everyone talk... and i know that we have been horrible distractions to our own selves and our seniors.. even our coaches and teachers. i agree.. u know sometimes i see the teachers staring and looking because we're creating too much noise?

i know its hard to not talk and all.. but.. we will try to at least talk softly... ... i know that we say our seniors are strict. but i agree that other cca's have seniors who are way more strict...

i think.. that.. well. we should like... maybe find some OTHER time to bond. not during training and create a din all over the bowling alley... u know when we train. other ppl would stare at us. because of what?

yes. our noise.

im not trying to depress anyone or anything. but u know. i think we need to change.. its all for the better.

maybe not all of u know. but primary sch bowling was so much more slack.. and in sec sch is just so much more diff.

and. i dont want bowling to disappear. i dont want them to cancel it.. i want it to remain!

i dont care. all of u sec1s. including myself. we will all train harder and do the school proud for c divs!..

if bowling extinguishes.. i'm going to have to find a new cca. WHICH I DO NOT WANT TO!. and i might have to end up joining band. no. i dont want drills.

i dont want to be forced to get a new cca!.. but then again. if i didn't join bowling in the first place. i wouldn't have to know this. and go through this time. where i have to think. either i try better. or i get a new cca.. of course getting a new cca is easier.. but i want to try better..

i want EVERYONE TO KNOW. THAT BOWLING ISNT JUST THROWING A BALL DOWN A LANE AND HITTING PINS!

not all of u would know. but incase u didn't realise. whenever u join a cca. you'll feel attached to it. u wouldn't want to quit.

thats how i am right now.

maybe some of u may find this familiar.. but i find this statement true. BOWLING IS A PASSION.

i mean like.. bowling is.. it is exaggeration. but BOWLING IS MY LIFE!

HELLO!! fann. wouldnt u say u love band?!.. LIKE HELLO!!

U DONT NEED ME TO KNOCK IT INTO UR HEAD THAT I LOVE BOWLING!

YES. I DO.

I LOVE BOWLING

AND YOU CANT STOP ME.

even though.. i've been in sc bowling for about like. almost 5 months now. it just. seems so close to me. and i dont want our team to break up just like that. just because we're noisy. just because we dont concentrate. because we dont care...

so. i just. want to apologise to EVERYONE. especially seniors, teachers and coaches... about our bad behaviour. about how horrible we are.. i cant promise that EVERYONE OF US would change.but i know we'll try. and i know i will..

SORRY.

SORRY FOR

EVERYTHING WE'VE DONE.

and yes. if u want to hurl all ur insults. go ahead. i dont mind. like.. all of us did wrong and. i cant say no i'm not part of the team.

i'm sorry if you found that irrelavent because u dont care but i have the urge to say it.

so let me continue.. after recess.. was science. then had eng. then the opera thing.. sorry. no mood to describe.

so let me just. say this. one more time.

IM SORRY.

why did i even take the time. to bother..
no one cares anyway
doubt so at least.

i wish nothing of this had happened.
i wish i never knew..

why did we have to be so bad?
why did we not learn?
why didn't we even TRY?!

i wish...

but its just

a

wish...

i spent my time___5/15/2007 07:15:00 PM

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My Bloody Valentine

Oh, my love, please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands
and we'll start a new life

I ripped out his throat
And called you on the telephone
to take off my disguise
Just in time to hear you cry

When you mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourned the death of your bloody valentine
One last time

Singing...

Oh my love please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands
And we'll start a new life
I don't know much at all,
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

There was...
Police and flashing lights
The rain came down so hard that night and the
Headlines read "a lover died"
No tell-tale heart was left to find

When you mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourned the death of your bloody valentine
One last time

Singing...

Oh my love please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands
And we'll start a new life
I don't know much at all,
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

Tonight...

He dropped you off I followed him home
Then I stood outside his bedroom window
Standing over him he begged me not to do
What I knew I had to do
'cause I'm so in love with you

Oh my love please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands
And we'll start a new life
I don't know much at all,
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

Tonight...

GOOD CHARLOTTE MY BLOODY VALENTINE SCARS VICTIMS OF LOVE BLEED IT OUT NUMB LIES LOSE IT ALL
	No one in this industry. Understands the life I lead. I wish i had something to offer you. Regret is all i have left. Get away from my life. I dont care if you're around. All i need is the time i spend alone. Tuesday, May 15, 2007 screwed once again well.. i'm screwed... i know it isn't really the ideal way to start a post but yeah. i'm screwed. i just want to clear something. STOP ASKING ME TO TREAT YOU ANYMORE. U CAN BORROW BUT NOT TAKE. MY POCKET MONEY HAS ALREADY BEEN CUT.. I DONT WANT TO POINT OUT ANYONE BUT IM SURE U KNOW WHO YOU ARE. ughs. if you didn't understand that. tell me.. i'll explain every single word slowly.. and clearly.. an loudly.. until you understand. ok. i'll stop.. and start.. talking about today. so today brought my guitar to school.. initially wanted to stay back to do geog with fann then go for guitar. but the chinese opera thing was taking time... so anyway. first lesson was chinese. i forgot to bring my chinese textbook!!!!! ughs.. then second lesson was... CE.. went to LT for it.. "find the extraodinary out of the ordinary"... yeah. then after that was geog... got back the test papers.. charlene.. i got higher than u.. xD anyway. after that. was health check up..jo and i went ahead of the class because of the bowling meeting. so after we went canteen.. and we saw shanice, peiyi and mars.. so shanice was like "you guys have only one minute left to eat".. i was like WHAT?! yeah u get the point. now. the depressing part... if u dont agree with what i'm saying then too bad. but i'm just saying because its just what i think. ok. i know that us, the sec1 bowlers, are really really really noisy. i dont object to that. and i know that it isn't just yuxian and stephanie. i know that i also contributed. but generally.. yuxian and stephanie. u guys are the ones who start talking and make everyone talk... and i know that we have been horrible distractions to our own selves and our seniors.. even our coaches and teachers. i agree.. u know sometimes i see the teachers staring and looking because we're creating too much noise? i know its hard to not talk and all.. but.. we will try to at least talk softly... ... i know that we say our seniors are strict. but i agree that other cca's have seniors who are way more strict... i think.. that.. well. we should like... maybe find some OTHER time to bond. not during training and create a din all over the bowling alley... u know when we train. other ppl would stare at us. because of what? yes. our noise. im not trying to depress anyone or anything. but u know. i think we need to change.. its all for the better. maybe not all of u know. but primary sch bowling was so much more slack.. and in sec sch is just so much more diff. and. i dont want bowling to disappear. i dont want them to cancel it.. i want it to remain! i dont care. all of u sec1s. including myself. we will all train harder and do the school proud for c divs!.. if bowling extinguishes.. i'm going to have to find a new cca. WHICH I DO NOT WANT TO!. and i might have to end up joining band. no. i dont want drills. i dont want to be forced to get a new cca!.. but then again. if i didn't join bowling in the first place. i wouldn't have to know this. and go through this time. where i have to think. either i try better. or i get a new cca.. of course getting a new cca is easier.. but i want to try better.. i want EVERYONE TO KNOW. THAT BOWLING ISNT JUST THROWING A BALL DOWN A LANE AND HITTING PINS! not all of u would know. but incase u didn't realise. whenever u join a cca. you'll feel attached to it. u wouldn't want to quit. thats how i am right now. maybe some of u may find this familiar.. but i find this statement true. BOWLING IS A PASSION. i mean like.. bowling is.. it is exaggeration. but BOWLING IS MY LIFE! HELLO!! fann. wouldnt u say u love band?!.. LIKE HELLO!! U DONT NEED ME TO KNOCK IT INTO UR HEAD THAT I LOVE BOWLING! YES. I DO. I LOVE BOWLING AND YOU CANT STOP ME. even though.. i've been in sc bowling for about like. almost 5 months now. it just. seems so close to me. and i dont want our team to break up just like that. just because we're noisy. just because we dont concentrate. because we dont care... so. i just. want to apologise to EVERYONE. especially seniors, teachers and coaches... about our bad behaviour. about how horrible we are.. i cant promise that EVERYONE OF US would change.but i know we'll try. and i know i will.. SORRY. SORRY FOR EVERYTHING WE'VE DONE. and yes. if u want to hurl all ur insults. go ahead. i dont mind. like.. all of us did wrong and. i cant say no i'm not part of the team. i'm sorry if you found that irrelavent because u dont care but i have the urge to say it. so let me continue.. after recess.. was science. then had eng. then the opera thing.. sorry. no mood to describe. so let me just. say this. one more time. IM SORRY. why did i even take the time. to bother.. no one cares anyway doubt so at least. i wish nothing of this had happened. i wish i never knew.. why did we have to be so bad? why did we not learn? why didn't we even TRY?! i wish... but its just a wish... i spent my time___5/15/2007 07:15:00 PM jemima ching christian ~~rafflesian 1J 2J 3H 4H 5H 6H~~ scgs-ian ~~1perseverance~~ ~~2perseverance~~ ~~3courage~~ 4courage bowling FRIENDS! 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Oh my love please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands And we'll start a new life I don't know much at all, I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight There was... Police and flashing lights The rain came down so hard that night and the Headlines read "a lover died" No tell-tale heart was left to find When you mourn the death of your bloody valentine The night he died You mourned the death of your bloody valentine One last time Singing... Oh my love please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands And we'll start a new life I don't know much at all, I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight Tonight... He dropped you off I followed him home Then I stood outside his bedroom window Standing over him he begged me not to do What I knew I had to do 'cause I'm so in love with you Oh my love please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands And we'll start a new life I don't know much at all, I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight Tonight...