No one in this industry.

Understands the life I lead.

I wish i had something to offer you.

Regret is all i have left.

Get away from my life.

I dont care if you're around.

All i need is

the time i spend alone.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

sorry about all the lyrics and all. but really larhs. ITS NICE OKAY!!

i spent my time___5/31/2007 02:43:00 PM

say anything

Here I am on
The phone again, and
Awkward silence is
On the other end

I used to know the sound
Of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now)
All I feel (All I feel)
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind

All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers

But I don't want that
No, not for you
If you just stay with me, we can make it through

So
Here we are again
The same old argument
And now I'm wonderin'
If things'll ever change, yeah

When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise til 3 AM and the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind

All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down

I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down

Down
Down
Down

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
If you'll just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Don't say a word (Please don't leave)
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Please don't walk away (Please don't leave)
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

i spent my time___5/31/2007 02:37:00 PM

hold on

This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go

You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on

And you're not sure what you're waiting for,
but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for,
but you don't want to know more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...
What are you waiting for?

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Hold on

i spent my time___5/31/2007 02:33:00 PM

my bloody valentine

Oh, my love
Please don't cryI
'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life

I ripped out
His throat
And called you on the telephone
To take off
My disguise
Just in time to hear you cry when you...

You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time

Singin'...

Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life

I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

There was
Police and
Flashing lights
The rain came down so hard that night and the
Headlines read
A lover died
No tell-tale heart was left to find when you...

You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time

Singin'...
Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life

I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

Tonight

He dropped you off, I followed him home
Then I, I stood outside his bedroom window
Standing over him, he begged me not to do
What I knew I had to do cause I'm so in love with you

Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life

I don't know much at allI
don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

Tonight

i spent my time___5/31/2007 02:29:00 PM

the story of my old man

I don't know too much about too much of my old man
I know he walked right out the door, we never saw him again
Last I heard he was at the bar, doin' himself in
I know I got that same disease, I guess I got that from him

This is the story of my old man
Just like his father before him
I'm tellin' you, do anything you can
So you don't end up just like them
Like them

Monday he woke up and hated life
Drank until Wednesday and left his wife
Thursday through Saturday he lost everything
Woke up on Sunday, miserable again

I remember baseball games and workin' on the car
Told me that he loved me and that I would go far
Showed me how to work hard and stick up for myself
I wish he wasn't too hard to listen to himself

This is the story of my old man
Just like his father before him
I'm tellin' you, do anything you can
So you don't end up just like them
Like them

Monday he woke up and hated life
Drank until Wednesday and left his wife
Thursday through Saturday he lost everything
Woke up on Sunday, miserable again
Again

Again

Someday he'll wish that he made things right (made things right)
Long for his family and miss his wife (miss his wife)
Remember the days he had everything (everything)
Now he's alone and miserable again

i spent my time___5/31/2007 02:26:00 PM

wondering

If you want me to wait
I will wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through

If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering

Since I was a young man
I never was a fun man
I never had a plan and no security
Then ever since i met you
I never could forget you
I only wanna get you right here next to me

Cause everybody
Needs someone that they can trust and
You're somebody
That I found just in time

If you want me to wait
I would wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through

If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering

Now my life is changing
It's always rearranging
It's always getting stranger than I thought it ever could

Ever since I found you
I wanna be around you
I wanna get down to the point that I need you

Cause everybody
Needs someone that they can trust and
You're somebody
That I found just in time

If you want me to wait
I would wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through

If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering

Don't tell me
The bad news
Don't tell me anything at all
Just tell me
That you need me
And stay right here with me

If you want me to wait
I would wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through

If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering

If you want me to wait
I would wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through

If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering

i spent my time___5/31/2007 02:21:00 PM

movin' on

When I think about my life I wonder if I will survive
To live to see 25 or will I just fall?
Like all my friends, they just keep dying.
People round me, always crying.
In this place that I like to call my home.

Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place
Not everybody knows that everybody could be living their last days
But the hard times will come, and we'll keep moving on.
We're moving on.
Keep moving on Life.
Hope.
Truth.
Trust.
Faith.
Pride.
Love.
Lust.
On without the things we've lost but things we've gained we'll take with us.

And all I've got are these two hands to make myself a better man
I wonder if I'll ever see the end of this
With all this rain it just keeps falling
On my head and now I'm calling
Out to someone else to help me make it through

Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place
Not everybody knows that everybody could be living their last days
But the hard times will come, and we'll keep moving on.
We're moving on.
Keep moving on
Life.
Hope.
Truth.
Trust.
Faith.
Pride.
Love.
Lust.
Pain.
Hate.
Lies.
Guilt.
Laugh.
Cry.
Live.
Die.
Some friends become enemies some friends become your family
Make the best with what you're givin
This ain't dying this is livin

Said were movin on and we've got nothin to prove
To anyone
Cause we'll get through
Were movin on and on and on and on and on and on and on....
Keep movin on
Life.
Hope.
Truth.
Trust.
Faith.
Pride.
Love.
Lust.
Pain.
Hate.
Lies.
Guilt.
Laugh.
Cry.
Live.
Die.
Some friends become enemies some friends become your family
Make the best with what you're givin
This ain't dying! this is livin!

i spent my time___5/31/2007 02:16:00 PM

lifestyles of the rich and famous

Always see it on t.v.
Or read it in the magazines
Celebrities who want sympathy

All they do is piss and moan
Inside the rolling stone
Talkin' about how hard life can be

I'd like to see them spend a week
Livin' life out on the street
I don't think they would survive

If they could spend a day or two
Walkin' in someone else's shoes
I think they'd stumble and they'd fall
They would fall... (fall)

Lifestyles of the rich and the famous
They're always complainin'
Always complainin'...
If money is such a problem
Well they've got mansions
Think we should rob them

Well did you know when you were famous you could kill your wife
And there's no such thing as 25 to life
As long as you've got the cash, to pay for Cochran

And did you know if you were caught and you were smokin' crack
McDonalds wouldn't even wanna take you back
You could always just run for mayor of D.C.

I'd like to see them spend a week
Livin' life out on the street
I don't think they would survive

If they could spend a day or two
Walking in someone else's shoes
I think they'd stumble and they'd fall
they would fall

Lifestyles of the rich and the famous
They're always complainin'
Always complainin'...
If money is such a problem
Well they've got mansions
Think we should rob them(Fall)

Lifestyles of the rich and the famous
They're always complainin'
Always complainin'...
If money is such a problem
They've got so many problems
Think I could solve them

Lifestyles of the rich and famous
We'll take your clothes, cash, cars and homes just stop complainin'
Lifestyles of the rich and famous...
Lifestyles of the rich and famous...


Lifestyles of the rich and famous

i spent my time___5/31/2007 02:13:00 PM

the day that i die

One day I woke up'
I woke up knowing
Today is the dayI will die

Cashdogg was barking
Went to the park and enjoyed it one last time
I called my mother, told her I loved her
And I begged her not to cry

I wrote a letter
I said I'd miss her
And I signed that Goodbye

You know the happiest day of my life
I swear the happiest day of my life
Is the day that I die

Can you feel the cold tonight (the day that I die)
It sets in, but it's alright (the day that I die)
Darkness falls, I'm letting go (the day that I die)
All alone but I feel fine

We took a drive and we drove through D.C.
To see the places we lived, long conversations
We talked of old friends and all the things that we did

The summer nights
Drunken fights
Mistakes we made
Did we live it right

You know the happiest day of my life
I swear the happiest day of my life
Is the day that I die

Can you feel the cold tonight? (the day that I die)
It sets in, but it's alright (the day that I die)
Darkness falls, I'm letting go (the day that I die)
All alone but I feel just fine

You know the happiest day of my life
I know the happiest day of my life
I swear the happiest day of my life
Is the day that I die

Can you feel the cold tonight? (the day that I die)
It sets in, but it's alright (the day that I die)
Darkness falls, I'm letting go (the day that I die)
All alone but I feel fine

Did I live it right,
I hope I lived it right, (the day that I die)
Did I live it right? (the day that I die)
Did I live it right,
I hope I lived it right, (the day that I die)

I know I lived it right

i spent my time___5/31/2007 02:09:00 PM

the young and the hopeless

Hard days made me
Hard nights shaped me
I don't know they somehow saved me
And I know I'm making something out of this life they call nothing

I take what I want
take what I need
they say it's wrong, but it's right for me

I won't look down
Won't say I'm sorry
I know that only God can judge me

And if I make it through today
Will tomorrow be the same
Am I just running in place
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on
Will it all just be the same

Cause I'm young and I'm hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
it's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care

And no one in this industry
understands the life I lead
when I sing about my past
it's not a gimmick, not an act
These critics, and these trust fund kids
try to tell me what punk is
but when I see them on the street they got nothing to say

And if I make it through today
Will tomorrow be the same
Am I just running in place
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on
Will it all just be the same

Cause I'm young and I'm hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
it's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care
I don't care...

and now I don't care

I'm young and I'm hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
that I'm troublesome I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
it's me against this world and
I don't care
I don't care.
I don't care.



I don't care.

i spent my time___5/31/2007 02:04:00 PM

opps

hehs. i know i haven't been posting.. i'm just LAZY... ^^"

Tuesday

had science. and mr sim made me in charge of hydroponics?.... then jean followed me home. and nat came after that. then we took a cab to newton mrt station thinking sam was there waiting for us.but who knew she was supposed to go to school?..

then we went to cineleisure. and met nat's mum.. heh. then went to buy movie tickets for potc3. i know i had already watched it but doesn't matter =P

then we came down and waited for sam. she came in her sch uni. jean too. but i changed. then..we went to eat at pasta mania. oh. i forgot to mention that we saw wenn er . we were like. WHAT IS SHE DOING HERE?. lol.

anw. the lunch was just.. lets just say.. weird. jean nat and i ate the same thing.. including drinks. and the drink was mocha iced. EW LARH. it had mashed coffee beans inside. but it tasted like pepper to me -.-"

then jean spilled her pasta over her uni so i followed her to the toilet to change.

after that we went to take neoprint. was fun larhss.

then we went to watch the movie. jean kept telling me she wanna sleep.. and nat was so engrossed.. and we kept passing the popcorn going left and right. haha. oh yeah. we sat at the back.. and in the center. so had a nice view.. heh.

we sat in this order from left to right : sam, jean, me, nat.

so yeah.. then we waited for the credits to end to watch that small part more... i was super late for my guitar lesson by then so i didn't go ^^"

then we went to heeren. gahs. took neoprints. TWICE. lol.. then we walked about. OH YEAH. before we left cineleisure .. bought famous amos cookies.. NICE NICE NICE. =P

yeah.then by the time we went to the mrt station at wisma.. it was alr 6+ larhss!.. jean and i got off at newton then took 171 home together..

yeah. i think thats all?

Yesterday

yesterday i did cip at marina parade. that library. wtv its called. i did with hannah.. the night before she asked me if i was free and wanted to do with her.

then went there. was fun larhs .. the librarians were nice and showed us how to shelve the books and stuff.. i love shelving the magazines. WAS SO EASY. unlike the children's books -.-

anywayy. then we saw the dewy decimal system being used for the fiction books. lol...and the information books too.. apparently mrs quek was right about the skill being important.. ^^"

yeah. then i came home. and went out for dinner.. like. yeah. cuz my mum's going overseas. so had a HUGE DINNER. man i felt like exploding =X

and today.. hmm. nothing much YET. =P

my bro's bday is coming up soon.. gotta get him something. and yuching IM NOT A GUAIKIA OK.

and fann's avg number of steps for a week is 8070.1. mine's 14171.1. thats because i've been going out lately while fann stays at home more yeah?

hehs. OK I'LL STOP. no wait. u know i FINALLY got hold of young and hopeless by good charlotte. GOSH. -.-

HAPPY HAPPY. but BORED -.-

i spent my time___5/31/2007 11:14:00 AM

Monday, May 28, 2007

bowling

had bowling training in the morning... and like. about9.10.. charlene called me using fishy's hp. told me i'm late. YEAH RIGHT. it starts at 9.30.. and i pranked them back.

i sent an sms. "i am at great world now".. to fishy.. and "with my mum.MUAHAHAHHA" to charlene.. well. charlene got creeped out cuz she's scared of my mum. LOL..

yeah. training ROCKED TODAY!! YEAH IT DID. i played 3 games.. 2 of which was because i stayed back. scores are as follows : 140, 149, 123..

YES I KNOW ITS GOOD. STOP PRAISING ME!... hahaha kidding.. =P

and.. i've to report to safra mt faber by 9 nxt mon for the friendly match against acjc.. blehs.

and charlene was so high today larhs.. like literally siao.. and shanice kept saying hi to me xD

anddd.. i kept saying hi to peiyi. LOL.

andd.... i dunno larhs..

i'm just crazy.

and well.. i'll help... help someone vent anger on someone else...

you know that you're wrong but yet you still do it..
you know that no matter what u do u cant compensate..

you copied everyone
you thought it was cool
too bad for u..
because everyone knows what u've done

you just thought it was all ok
you thought it doesn't matter
but too bad..
everyone knows it... you cant hide

even those above you..
even those just next to you
even those far away
.. they all know

you chose this path of condemnation yourself
everyone doesn't like you
including your attitude
change it. it may be for the better.

but watch what you do
because everyone knows that you'v just been copying
and lying
thinking that you're oh-so-smart when you're not

i know its direct
i know you know who
but too bad for you
as said before.. everyone knows..

why did you still do it?
when you know that everyone hates you?
when you know nothing is going to come out of it?
why?

why are you wasting your time?
copying others.. cheating..
why are you walking the wrong path?
i'm sure you did it deliberately
you cant tell me you didn't

proof lies everywhere
and you know it too. its next to you. you can see it. you know what you've done. but no you won't admit it.

i spent my time___5/28/2007 10:12:00 PM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

this is how i disappear

To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A seance down below.
There're things that I have done,
You never should ever know!

And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows

That without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,

So I can't hurt you anymore.

And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, ****!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.

And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,
(And without you is how I disappear)
(And without you... is how.. is how)
Forever, forever now!

i spent my time___5/27/2007 06:02:00 PM

i don't love you

Well, when you go
Don't ever think
I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing
I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you like I loved you yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

i spent my time___5/27/2007 05:57:00 PM

all back

Take a look at my life, all black
Take a look at my clothes, all black
Like Johnny Cash, all black
Like the Rolling Stones wanna paint it black

The night we met, all black
The colour of your dress, all black
The seats in my Cadillac, all black

As long as I could remember I dreamed in black and white
As I grew up and the sun went down I never felt more alright
My mother she use to tell me...Son you better get to church
And its a dark world and the people out there and you know its only getting worse
Never been much for weddings or anniversaries but I go to a funeral if I'm invited any day of the week
Some people say I sound strange some say I'm not right
But I find beauty in this world every single night

Take a look at my life, all black
Take a look at my clothes, all black
Like Johnny Cash, all black
Like the Rolling Stones wanna paint it black

The night we met, all black
The colour of your dress, all black
The seats in my Cadillac, all black
I used to see red, but now just all black

I sat down at her table at the end of the night
She was having black coffee and a cigarette, she wasn't wearing white
She said, people tell me that I am strange that I am not right
The only time I feel alright is in the dead of night
I think I found the one for me

Take a look at my life, all black
Take a look at my clothes, all black
Like Johnny Cash, all black
Like the Rolling Stones wanna paint it black

The night we met, all black
The colour of your dress, all black
The seats in my Cadillac, all black

I remember feeling so alive
The night I look into her eyes,
Take a look at my life...

i spent my time___5/27/2007 05:49:00 PM

ooppss

hehs. i forgot and accidentally published the post. but nvm.. i'm too lazy to edit it. lol



soo... yesterday.. i watched pirates of the carribean.. gah. sorry shanice. sorry nat. i can always watch again and again with u guys. =X



anyway. yesterday arhs... hmmm... nothing much larhs.. had tuition. then was fixing a 2k piece puzzle...



then. oh yeahs. i know i'm SUPER LATE TO SAY THIS. but who cares..



BYEBYE MS CHEONG! I'LL MISS UR FUN HISTORY LESSONS.. AND I'LL MISS YOU TOO! XD

[omggg. i typed so much and blogger said it cant be posted. OMG LARH SO PISSED NOW]

ok... and i saw ms lin on friday. LALALLA...

and yesterday was boring larhs. didn't do much. had tuition. was fixing this 2k piece jigsaw ... super hard... then watched movie..

so today went to church. melissa didn't comee. forgot why..but only remembered she cant come... and deborah was like "what? how can you remember?".. LOL.

then edelweiss was playing today.. but the last piece wasn't really .... yeah..then charmaine went to help her. deborah was like "i'm so embarrassed for her!".. LOL LARHS. SO EVIL RIGHT?!.. deborah cant even play properly lorss!!. LOL..

lol.. then realised charmaine cant go for camp... so sad.... T_T

aiyas. then after that went for art... i realised i had lost my wonderful earpiece larhs.. SO SAD. and nat sms me and said "u lost ur earpiece? so sad. i lost mine.now its ur turn". GAHHHH

... andd... it was samantha's last lesson.. sad righttt??.. i intend to go out with jean, sam and nat on tues after science.. but like.. jean said she only MIGHT go.. whyy? because she said "if i'm not going out with anyone then i'll go".. WHATTTT DOES SHE MEAN BY THAT?!

and to think sam said "jean said that we're closer to her than her classmates".. GAHHH

loll.... i got really pissed during art todayy.. like.. i was also pissed with the 3 of them... partially because i was like. tired.. and because i was sad cuz i lost my earpiece... lol.

then... before class started.. i went to visit my new classroom... i realised that.. WE FINALLY HAVE PROPER TABLES AND CHAIRS!!!! YAYYY!!.. then sam... was like.. "u guys must go early n get nice seats..".. SO SAD RIGHT!

anywayy. IVE GOT BOWLING TMRRR.. YAY.i dunno. maybe i should go eat breakfast at kim seng. but like.. its SO EARLY. but otherwise i dont hafta eattt.. gahhhhhhhhhhhhh...

but see how... if i wanna wake up.. then i will!!

haha.. and deborah.. u wanna go out too??. hehs. but this time no calculator crap kayss...

and i really wanna go out with nat larhs. like.. she told me lets go out like. 3 years ago... OMGGGG.. ITS 3 YEARS ALREADYYY!!.. i dont care. i MUST go out with her during the holidays.. she suggested we go bowling. and i wanna bring jean and sam along.. and.. maybe i should bring fann.. hmmm...

dunno larhss. i just GOTTA GO OUT WITH NAT!. hmm.. nat. lets go jean's house too. xD

lol. ok i'll stop.

i spent my time___5/27/2007 04:51:00 PM

hmmm. i know im real lazy.. thats why i'm not posting as often.. or as long.. heh..

so u know. i came online and checked my email as usual.. then i saw queenofsarcasm. i was like.. whattt?????

lol. yeahs.. anyway.. i realised something again!! i cant go for training on the 4th!! ARGHHH. n why? well. because .. wait. rephrase. some seniors, jo and i are having a friendly match against acjc. so yeahhhhh.. but i wanna go training T_T

I WAN TRAINING. I DONT WANNA MISS ANY MOREEEEE .. GAHHHHHHHHHHH

ok. nvm. i'll stop being so crazy...

i spent my time___5/27/2007 04:46:00 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

wooooo

i can officially announce that today i have walked a total of 28,957 steps so far!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

anyway..... aiya. i'm soo super lazy to relate what happened !!! ... ok... easiest way. go to fann's blog and read.. and btw. when she left me alone. i was listening to someone go ON AND ON and it seemed like FOREVER... and that was after sch incase u didn't know.

well. so... today bugged nat A WHOLE LOT. hehs. like its so funny. but yeah..

geog finished.. then... its like last day of sch.. but then no. still gotta go back to sch..

hmmm.. well. yeah.. nothing much to say. or rather too lazy..

hmm. if i bother then i wil say tmr!

i spent my time___5/25/2007 11:29:00 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明
就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔
已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛光温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱想成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔
已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随著北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

-----------------------------------------

海平面远方开始掩埋
悲伤要怎么平静纯白
我的脸上始终夹带
淹没浅浅的无奈

你用唇语说你要离开 [情不在]
他难过无声的留下来
汹涌潮水
一定明白
不是浪而是泪海

转身离开
认真说不出来 [你有话说不出来]
海鸟跟鱼相爱
只是一场意外
我们的爱
争议一直存在
我们的爱一直存在 [回不来]
永久真爱 竟累积成伤害
等待经历几次伤害

转身离开
认真说不出来 [你有话说不出来]
蔚蓝的珊瑚海
错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此 [不够成熟坦白]
你有我的 [不够成熟坦白]
不应该
热情不改 笑容隐藏不来
爱深埋珊瑚海

毁坏的沙碉如何重来
有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
只是一切
结束太快
你说你无法释怀

贝壳里隐藏着什么期待
等花儿开
我们也已经无心再猜
脸上海风，咸咸的爱，沉不出还有未来

转身离开
认真说不出来 [你有话说不出来]
海鸟跟鱼相爱
只是一场意外
我们的爱
争议一直存在
我们的爱一直存在 [回不来]
永久真爱 竟累积成伤害
等待经历几次伤害

转身离开
认真说不出来 [你有话说不出来]
蔚蓝的珊瑚海
错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此 [不够成熟坦白]
你有我的 [不够成熟坦白]
不应该
热情不改 笑容隐藏不来
爱深埋珊瑚海

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ok larhs. i know i dont like chinese and all.. but yeahh THE SONG IS NICE!

i spent my time___5/24/2007 09:31:00 PM

today

me? i've been doing nothing. well. kinda.. ok. highlights of MY day..

1. got to see some entertaining pictures..
2. received another thick stack of notes n worksheets during elective module
3. managed to find a nice skin which i'm editing and i want to make that quick
4. thinking how to do my homework
5. realised that i cant go for 2 training sessions because of church camp
6. realised i've gotta play for children during church camp

i think thats about it larhs.. really boring day.. i dun wanna go to sch tmr!! u know everytime i enter the room.. i'll feel cold.. brrrggghhhh

heh. anywayy... oh. i dont think i've mentioned it. but joanna and i are representing the class for that interclass chess competition thing. yeah.. well. only volunteered because of CERTAIN circumstances.. yeah.

hmm...

o yeahhh. i managed to put in minutes to midnight into my phone just now.. and... uhhh... i dunno. i cant remember!!

i'm sure most of u know that i've got short term memory loss [STML]

... okkkk... memory isn't getting any better... ... ... ... ... ...

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

hmmm.. noooo i cant think!!

u know what. i'll stop thinking before my mind cracks up -.-

i spent my time___5/24/2007 07:21:00 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

pissed

man. i'm so pissed. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH dont bother asking why.

and my fellow bowling mates. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PATRONIZE THE BOWLING BLOG ...

and. my supposingly-nice classmates.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TYPE OUT UR NAME OR AT LEAST INITIALS SO WE CAN IDENTIFY WHO YOU ARE. OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE TO BAN YOU FROM TAGGING THE CLASS BLOG...

argh. PISSED.

i spent my time___5/23/2007 10:13:00 PM

What i've done

In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth of a thousand lies
So let mercy come and wash away...

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty
So let mercy come and wash away...

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

For what I've done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving what I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done


What I've done






Forgiving what I've done

i spent my time___5/23/2007 04:08:00 PM

tired!

i'm super super super tired nowww...

just finished the first day of elective module.. spent 6 hours in the com lab looking at maps.. T_T.. MY EYES HURT!!

gahhhh. but it was kinda.. 'fun' and all. but really straining on the eyes... and it was super cold.. once jo and i came out we were like standing under the sun because we were so cold larhs!

anyway.. our recess was supposed to be at 12 - 1 but we all finished early so had extra ten minutes.. so started at 11.50 instead.. yeah..

for those of u who dont know yet.. access the bowling blog by clicking here ..

and sorry about the class blog but i seriously dont know much. just that most of the datelines are friday.. like geog photography proj.. current affairs journal.. history test retake.. and vocab book. and also.. uhs... cant remember. but yeah u get the point..

recess played badminton. then played that rugrat theme song with jo. damn funny..

yeah u get the point larhs but seriously. my eyes hurt SO BADLY!! ARGH.

and. i still haven't complained about yesteday during art lesson..

we didn't have art. and we were trying to find a lesson for science practical because our class is behind schedule. and for home econs too but yeah...

so hannah and shen-nen were trying to get the class attention then fann and i were shouting like crazy but no one bothered. and they just continued talking as tho no one was there.. ignoring us. ARGHHH. then i got so pissed i wanted to sleep. but then jean..rebecca koh.. yi an and cheryl kept talking so freaking loudly and talking crap summor. and i could hear felicia talking. goshhh!!

nvm. i'll stop. getting pissed already -.-

arghhhhh...

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

and if i see u online.. be prepared for me to ask u how was ur elective module..

haiz...

oh yeah. i bought minutes to midnight by linkin park yesterday after guitar lesson. heh.

lol. kays. i'll stop!

i spent my time___5/23/2007 03:50:00 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

yayayyayaya.. i'm having music now.. in imac lab.. lol

i just tagged yuxian's tagboard .. NICELY I HOPE...

and arhs. just now just had pe.. then fann saw her... some major... yeah... then ALMOST. i said almost .. sabo-ed her.. and she's like.. pulling my head off right now. i wouldn't say. =X

man. she's blogging too. probably gonna say something REALLY NICE.. -.-"

hmm. christine is drawing some stuff next to me. and teenzhen is watching some "we live in singapore" thing on youtube.. lol...

hmmmmmmmmmmmm...

gah.. hmm. gonna be recess later. i wonder what i'm gonna do... xD

nah.. i'm just super .. BORED. LOL. BORED BORED BORED.

lol. just went to see what fann was doing. and ruijia tagged at her tagboard. saying how much memories she has. its archives in case you didn't know... lol

hehe. i'm feeling evil...

i spent my time___5/22/2007 10:11:00 AM

Monday, May 21, 2007

today was super.. i dunno... sad maybe.

failed my history horribly. and my partner got so much way higher than i did.. i'm so pathetic right.

anyway. today lessons pretty slack.

bowling was boring really. was real tired and all. sent charlene n natasha home.. talked crap in the car..

thats all..

and i got my bowling training schedule. its every week in the holidays...

right now just really pissed and depressed.

i spent my time___5/21/2007 08:29:00 PM

Bring Me to Life

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

frozen inside without your touch
without your love darling
only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me

I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything

without a thought
without a voice
without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more

bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become
(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

i spent my time___5/21/2007 08:20:00 PM

Vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So, mesmerizing, so hypnotizing,
I am captivated, I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

Like hope
dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

i spent my time___5/21/2007 08:10:00 PM

Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

i spent my time___5/21/2007 08:04:00 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

continue

. cant remember where i left off. but anyway.. bowling had no one visiting!!!.. partly because of the location..

and. yeah. so we watch many ppl get dunked.. and.. walked around giving slips of paper.. asking ppl to visit.. so after a while we started to slack.. then played badminton with charlene, joanna and natasha. so yeah. was funny.. then played frisbee. that.. was fun. .. xD

then.. hmmm... i think thats about it... then the jellyhearts melted.. it was.. so.. disgusting...

had to clean it up..

then i went bowling with joanna.. walked almost 1.4km from a bus stop outside singapore island country club and walked up a slope all the way in?! IT WAS SO TIRING!

yeah. then by the time we reached we were dead. -.-

.. so i realised. out of the 12 hours i spent out of the house.. generally spent about.. uh.. 4+ hours with peiyi. spent.. 4+ hours with nat. and ... about... the rest of the time with jo.. which is about.. 2+ hours larhs!

aiya. so today went to church.. deborah melissa and i went for jws. while evelyn charmaine edelweiss mabel.. and the rest of them went young teens.. gahhh.. so after that went for art. and met jean samantha and natalie. wanted to pon larhs. but then jean too guai liao.. haiz. and lao shi was crapping about how sad he'll be.. LOL

hmm. then i went to watch dvd and lost track of time. lol..

so now i've gotta do the geog photography thing... and history performance task. and apparently everyone doesn't know how to do it.. hahahahha

ok nvm. i better stop and do my homework..

and oh. nataliee!! thanks for the songs. i wan summor next week!!

and fann i know ur gonna get ur cip hours. LOL =P

i spent my time___5/20/2007 09:20:00 PM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

open house

open house.. where should i start?.. hmmm....



well. last night i slept atlike. 1+.. tired larhs.



ok. so i woke up. and fann sent me a sms asking me to watch band perform.. so i was like.. ok...



then i went to school.. then i saw my seniors. they asked me to help them carry tables. then we walked somemore and saw teenzhen. so yeah. then i carried 6 chairs ok! pain -.-"



then anyway.. i helped to set up the stall. lol. then kept playing with the pins. lol... hmm. yeah. then i had probably almost 10 missed calls from nat. =X



so anyway... the banner was.. fury.. and hard.. and.. weird.. i dont know how to describe it.. lol. then it was first shift. i wasn't on duty. so i got peiyi to follow me to the khoo auditorium to watch band perform.. but then christine followed as well. so anyway.. it was christine's shift but she wanted to watch and be late..



according to what i hear.. band played something.. madrigalum and el bimbo.. haha. fann said they played phantom of the opera.. dunno arhs.. but anyway. el bimbo is super nice... and band plays nice too.. xD



so... after hearing. went down to help out a bit. then went to the canteen.. and wandered around... no wait. i played monkey with kritika, clara, magdelene and hwee ting.. yeah. and i was the monkey most of the time..



then went to the science lab.. and helped out. super funny. peiyi, jo and i were helping out at the lava lamp thing. haha. i did so many. and my hands were all oily.. blehs.. then went for shift with peiyi. then we went down. then i tried calling charlene and nat and .. yeah... then charlene came. then nat came.



by then i collected the jellyhearts and left them there.. so after that... uhhh. dunno.. i wanted to watch band perform again. but then peiyi was like "who was the one who said cannot slack?".. haiz..



then... i cant remember what i did... hmmm.. anyway. i bought yoghurt from natalie. my peer leader.. xD



and helped adeline and elisa sell cards. and visited ruijia in the hall and stole sweets.. heh.



hmmm... i remembered that yuching sms me -.-"



anyway... BOWLING IS SO FUN. BAND IS SO COOL. omg larhs.. i wanna join band. well. after much influence from my mum... but since band clashes with bowling. then no..

anyway........ enough with the crap.. bowling had barely anyone going larhs!...

im too tired to type this finish.. would continue later..

i spent my time___5/19/2007 08:51:00 PM

Friday, May 18, 2007

compound or mixture?

if i said i was happy, angry, pissed and sad at the same time..

would u say that its a compound.. which creates a reaction when mixed?

or would u say that its a mixture? which just mixes together?

well. right now. i know people say its a mix of feelings but is it really true?

i just wonder...

maybe its happening.. thats maybe why i'm asking..

i spent my time___5/18/2007 10:12:00 PM

you lied
to me and yourself
you thought everyone believed
you pretended to be someone you're not

you tried to fool people
you tried many ways
you pretended to be nice
but then 'saved' the day

you were just self deceiving
in deep remourse
because you know that
what you did was wrong

you were telling me
how good you are
and just how much
i should praise and be thankful for who you are

i really think you should think twice
because everyone knows that you're living a lie..

i know that you just want to be alone
i know you just want that fame
but then again i say
dont lie before its too late

words were meant to be said and spoke
not to be used
for despicable routes

you think that you're 'all that'
but you know that you're just nothing
and still boasting in the air

you know the truth
but why hide it away?
when you could just show it
and improve in some way

i'm starting to hate you
i really do
but it was by reluctance
that i still forgive you

maybe i should just tell you
that i dont want to be
a friend of someone
who is lying to me

now i'm saying it
indirectly

if you ever read this
understand one thing

i'll hate you..




unless you change

i spent my time___5/18/2007 08:29:00 PM

You said goodbye,
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew,
I needed you so bad
i thought i need you back...

You need to let things go,
I know you told me so
I've been through hell, to break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling, I once knew

I cry silently,
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
cause i know i'll never forgive you ever again

I cry, cause you're not here with me
Cause I'm lonely as can be
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
cause i know u'll never need myself again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try, not to wonder why
I wish I could believe in something new
just a wish

Oh, please somebody tell me it's not true
I'll never be over you
Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling, I once knew

I cry silently,
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
cause i know you'll never be there ever again

I cry, cause you're not here with me
Cause I'm lonely as can be
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
cause i know that nothing changes the world again

If I could have you back tomorrow
If I could lose the pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see, you still love me you just hate me

I cry silently,
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
once again i say the same...

I cry, cause you're not here with me
Cause I'm lonely as can be
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
and another time because you don't understand...


Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
and just another reminder...

I cry silently, I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I never no no never breathe your love again
and one more time..

I cry, cause you're not here with me
Cause I'm lonely as can be
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love
Know I'll never breathe your love again…..
this is just the last straw that i can stand and resist...

i spent my time___5/18/2007 08:07:00 PM

pissed

man. i'm super super super pissed.. no not at anyone. just at. the banner. the banner that was supposed to be done yesterday. the one which left me all covered in paint. the one which is meant for bowling..

ok. nvm. i'll just. start about today. had chinese. and we finally finished all the chapters required for first semester... then had pe. played frisbee, basketball and tug of war. most fun was frisbee and tug of war.. frisbee saw fann running about catching it and elisa throwing it far.. and me throwing it until everyone kept running about.. HAHAHAH. tug of war. we uhs.... oh yeah. it was 4 on 4. and it was funny. LOL. but the rope hurt a lot -.-"

anyway. after that was break. dont remember doing anything then. then went science lab. tested out the 15 wtv wtv and blah blah blah. so anyway. after science was recess. then. uhh. lemme see. oh yeah. went to canteen only to do nothing. and then went for bowling meeting about our shifts. so yeah.. and peiyi was going "u know i'm the only sec2 in the second shift and all the ppl are the talkative ones?" LOL!!!

so after that had .. uh. i cant remember.. oh. i think it was.. geog? or math? cant rmb.. oh wait. MATH. yeah. ms chan allowed us to do the cards for open house... then after that was geog.. and

END OF SCHOOL.

then.. followed jo and fann to the lab because they're helping out the science thing.. yeah. then i left with the spray paint that jo's aunt brought and the banner and went down to find ppl to help me. so i tried calling teenzhen.. called charlene.. called justine.. then called nat. and u know. when i called her. she was like "oh i'm in the bus.. why?" .... "no. because im trying to find ppl to help me do the banner" .... "oh. too bad then... ".... beep.. beepp.. beeeeeppppp!!!.. UGHHHH.

anyway. ended up doing it with teenzhen and jo. then we couldn't do it in sch because they had malay. so i followed them to the.. the.. the.... the... bus and blah. we took 66. which means i could've gone home.. then i was like. doing the banner.. all alone.. and it was freaking hot. directly under the sun.. the tables and chairs were made of metal. so yeah... then i called charlene. and i sent her a picture of the banner.she was like "oh my god! its so ugly!".. WTHHHHH... HELLOOOO. -.-"

anyway. i did it for about one and a half hours.. before the security guard came and asked me to stop...

then i sat.. on the stupid burning chair...

then yeah. about it.. and today. fann was super sad cuz of her french horn. i wouldn't say anymore than that. but yeah.. and now i'm left to do the geog project. and sherine didn't give me her work!! UGH... and i've gotta do cards.. and... i've gotta bring my bowling ball and bag to sch.. and i'm responsible for making all the sec1's in second shift be punctual.. and i'm accountable to peiyi.. T_T

aw man.. i'm still feeling super pissed right now.

super

super

super




pissed...





UGHHHHHH!!!

i spent my time___5/18/2007 07:53:00 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

super bored and tired..

ok.. first. i managed to give charlene her turtle.. i got back my scissors.. OH WAIT. i stil dont have my cd..

anyway. ok. lets start from .. lets see.. nooo. i cant remember ANYTHING.. crap.

oh yeah. last night.. found out a sad/scary/freaky truth.. which was. that.. i was.. from the same. kindegarten.. a.... as...... ......... e. i dont dare say it. no hold on. i'm typing it. so fine.. same kindergarten as nat saw. AHHHHHH.ok.. i'll stop.

yeah. its freaky ok...

so. yeah. after that... after that SHOCKING PIECE OF NEWS...

i was in my room. lol. no. kidding. i'll talk about.. today..

assembly came early.. and gave charlene her turtle.. got my cd.. talked to seniors. realised another freaky thing. i was in the same class as nat just that she was in the morning session and i was in the afternoon..

then.. had art of speech. got scolded about the script book...

after that was uh... english. i think.. yeah. we did.. uhh. the summary of the comprehension. then after that was break. didn't really do anything. OH WAIT. I REMEMBER! cuz we were released early for break. so jo and i brought the cloth meant for the banner and went to the gallery.. waiting in ambush to 'capture' nat. AHAHAHAHA. super funny. then we chased her about. LOL

then had music.. haiz. had to re-do our powerpoint cuz someone deleted it for us. -.-

so. went down to canteen.. and blah blah blah. was pretty boring..

and uhs.. had.. science... then.. had lit and ce...

after sch stayed at the spiral staircase to do banner. then jo n nat were running around with the cloth.. claimed to be testing its 'durability' .. 'strength'.. 'flexibility' and all those physical properties.. lol.. dumb larhs then i ended u helping seniors do the noticeboard.. lol.

and in the car. nat was in denial. too lazy to tell the whole story..

then when we reached there. i got super thirsty. and. oh yeah. forgot to mention that i pack some stuff under my desk into my bowling bag.. so jo tortured me and took the stairs so 3 of us carried the bag down. and mind you my bag was heavy..

so training we made lesser noise.. yeah.. and. thats about it. and nat, teenzhen, jo and i were talking language. nat was talking french. well. she was studying for her french test tmr. jo and teenzhen were talking malay. n i was talking english/chinese/malay/japanese ? LOL..

then sang that frog song we learnt during the japan trip last year.. that one in jap.. a cannon?

yeah. then in the car it continued. and we played who what huh.. LOL. damn funny larhs... then. i dunno.

ok. i think thats all. i'm just so lazy to type everything out. ugh.. ok. bye..

i spent my time___5/17/2007 08:45:00 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

long day

man. today was a really really long day... well.. at least it felt like it was..

ok.. first.. uhs..

oh yeah. sorry charlene! i HAD to carry the newspapers!! =X promise i'll bring it tmr!

ok. after flag raising.. mrs quek announced that we've gotta clear our stuff under our desks..! i freaked because i've got LOADS of stuff underneath.. and its gonna be REAL heavy..

anyway. after that had math.. number patterns again. sherine performed for us. was super super super super super lame!

oh u know. i know its probably irrelavent to u but i just have gotta tell u.. u know. lately... well since the last time i ever mentioned. i've still been seeing nat coincidentally.. so yeah.

i'll continue.

after math was... uhh... I CANT REMEMBER.. oh wait. i remember now. gym.

it was horrible.

we had to do forward roll.. HORRIBLE I TELL YOU.

i was repeating and repeating just because i couldn't see where i was rolling because i took off my specs.. yes i have horrible eyesight. whats worse? i saw.. or at least knew and heard that.. my senior, magdelene.. SAW.. as in. saw me. and NOT nat saw to clear your thought jo...

so after that was break.. which we didn't really have. then it was history. by then i was seriously feeling tired already..

after that was recess.. planned the banner for bowling.. yeah. then realised that the pictures for our bowling ball has to be both sides... haiz. so anyway... realised that i .. 'killed' nat's pen and she 'killed' mine.. same type of pen. diff colour. mine's black her's blue. no dont think i mean blue black ok!..

so i was super broke today larhs. i spent the money from charity thing. so now i gotta pay back. =X

anywayyy!! ugh. after that was CE.. we did that study reflection and blah.. then had english.. did a compre...

but in between.. went to carry newspapers with fann.. and saw magdelene again.. writing something. dont know what larhs... and i wanted to borrow a pen... this is how it went :

me : hiya! you're so nice.. lend me your pen to write down my class on the newspapers..
magdelene : no
her friend : i'll lend u mine

so i started to walk away with fann..

her friend : hold on! it doesn't have ink.
me : WHAT?!
magdelene : ok la. i'll lend you mine.. but i only give you one minute..
her friend : wah. one minute? so long!
magdelene : nvm la.

so we went to write.. and i ended up drawing all over the newspapers.. =X.. then fann and i went back to class.. on the way....

fann : omg. i just realised that. ur senior was the person who was evil to me in primary school!
me : serious?
fann : YES. i recognise her!
me : wahhhh! she's evil right? *evil grin*
fann : yeah..

LOL. HAHAHAHA.

so after that... oh wait. school ended.

so i stayed back for the... sewing of the pencil case for home ec.. i un-did mine like.. 7 times in total! ughhhh!!

anyway. i managed to finish mine. so i bought a subway cookie from elisa again. haha... i was supposed to help fann carry somemore newspapers.. but i didn't sew it right. and was helping teen zhen also. but hers was still.. yeah.

then after that i helped ms lin clean up the place while amber and teen zhen were still doing..

then after that. fann came back up.. when i was about to wash the bleech off the bowl.. fann came back up.. and i realised that the bleech belonged to fann.. haiz.

so anyway. fann started chasing me around for my cookie.. hahaha

then i followed her up.. to 4th floor. cuz she has maths olympiad.. then she started telling me how 5 of her friends and her used to play catching, freeze and melt.. or something like that. then they ran away and always got scolding from the higher chinese teacher or SOMETHING LIKE THAT.. then she wanted me to follow her and attend maths olympiad with her..

so she was like... "adeline. hold jemima captive for me while i go ask the teacher.."

then she went in. and adeline followed. so i just went off. then i sms her. and after her maths olympiad ended at about 5+.she sms me and told me that the teacher allowed. and i had to explain. bleh.

so anyway. at about 4.15. received a call from nat.. she was hoping.. HOPING that i was still in school and would deliver her science workbook to her?.. how wonderful eh?..

then her computer was screwed. and she told me the process of making her computer work. its probably underage for most of you as its too violent to be mentioned here.

so.. yeah. then i went out. and missed MANY calls.. bleh... sorryy! my phone was on silent and didn't hear or feel it vibrate.. SORRY O_O

yeah. i dunno but today felt really really really long...

and seniors..

we mean it. we're sorry..

i spent my time___5/16/2007 07:12:00 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

screwed once again

well.. i'm screwed...

i know it isn't really the ideal way to start a post but yeah. i'm screwed.

i just want to clear something.

STOP ASKING ME TO TREAT YOU

ANYMORE.

U CAN BORROW BUT NOT TAKE.

MY POCKET MONEY HAS ALREADY

BEEN CUT..

I DONT WANT TO POINT OUT

ANYONE

BUT IM SURE U KNOW WHO YOU

ARE.

ughs. if you didn't understand that. tell me.. i'll explain every single word slowly.. and clearly.. an loudly.. until you understand.

ok. i'll stop.. and start.. talking about today.

so today brought my guitar to school.. initially wanted to stay back to do geog with fann then go for guitar. but the chinese opera thing was taking time...

so anyway. first lesson was chinese. i forgot to bring my chinese textbook!!!!! ughs..

then second lesson was... CE.. went to LT for it.. "find the extraodinary out of the ordinary"...

yeah. then after that was geog... got back the test papers.. charlene.. i got higher than u.. xD

anyway. after that. was health check up..jo and i went ahead of the class because of the bowling meeting. so after we went canteen.. and we saw shanice, peiyi and mars.. so shanice was like "you guys have only one minute left to eat".. i was like WHAT?!

yeah u get the point. now. the depressing part...

if u dont agree with what i'm saying then too bad. but i'm just saying because its just what i think.

ok. i know that us, the sec1 bowlers, are really really really noisy. i dont object to that. and i know that it isn't just yuxian and stephanie. i know that i also contributed. but generally.. yuxian and stephanie. u guys are the ones who start talking and make everyone talk... and i know that we have been horrible distractions to our own selves and our seniors.. even our coaches and teachers. i agree.. u know sometimes i see the teachers staring and looking because we're creating too much noise?

i know its hard to not talk and all.. but.. we will try to at least talk softly... ... i know that we say our seniors are strict. but i agree that other cca's have seniors who are way more strict...

i think.. that.. well. we should like... maybe find some OTHER time to bond. not during training and create a din all over the bowling alley... u know when we train. other ppl would stare at us. because of what?

yes. our noise.

im not trying to depress anyone or anything. but u know. i think we need to change.. its all for the better.

maybe not all of u know. but primary sch bowling was so much more slack.. and in sec sch is just so much more diff.

and. i dont want bowling to disappear. i dont want them to cancel it.. i want it to remain!

i dont care. all of u sec1s. including myself. we will all train harder and do the school proud for c divs!..

if bowling extinguishes.. i'm going to have to find a new cca. WHICH I DO NOT WANT TO!. and i might have to end up joining band. no. i dont want drills.

i dont want to be forced to get a new cca!.. but then again. if i didn't join bowling in the first place. i wouldn't have to know this. and go through this time. where i have to think. either i try better. or i get a new cca.. of course getting a new cca is easier.. but i want to try better..

i want EVERYONE TO KNOW. THAT BOWLING ISNT JUST THROWING A BALL DOWN A LANE AND HITTING PINS!

not all of u would know. but incase u didn't realise. whenever u join a cca. you'll feel attached to it. u wouldn't want to quit.

thats how i am right now.

maybe some of u may find this familiar.. but i find this statement true. BOWLING IS A PASSION.

i mean like.. bowling is.. it is exaggeration. but BOWLING IS MY LIFE!

HELLO!! fann. wouldnt u say u love band?!.. LIKE HELLO!!

U DONT NEED ME TO KNOCK IT INTO UR HEAD THAT I LOVE BOWLING!

YES. I DO.

I LOVE BOWLING

AND YOU CANT STOP ME.

even though.. i've been in sc bowling for about like. almost 5 months now. it just. seems so close to me. and i dont want our team to break up just like that. just because we're noisy. just because we dont concentrate. because we dont care...

so. i just. want to apologise to EVERYONE. especially seniors, teachers and coaches... about our bad behaviour. about how horrible we are.. i cant promise that EVERYONE OF US would change.but i know we'll try. and i know i will..

SORRY.

SORRY FOR

EVERYTHING WE'VE DONE.

and yes. if u want to hurl all ur insults. go ahead. i dont mind. like.. all of us did wrong and. i cant say no i'm not part of the team.


i'm sorry if you found that irrelavent because u dont care but i have the urge to say it.

so let me continue.. after recess.. was science. then had eng. then the opera thing.. sorry. no mood to describe.

so let me just. say this. one more time.




IM SORRY.

why did i even take the time. to bother..
no one cares anyway
doubt so at least.

i wish nothing of this had happened.
i wish i never knew..

why did we have to be so bad?
why did we not learn?
why didn't we even TRY?!

i wish...


but its just

a

wish...

i spent my time___5/15/2007 07:15:00 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

reality

i realised how much i've changed
even through out this short time
realised how much i neglect things
and wasted my time on rubbish
i know what i need to do
i need to change again
to become someone
who isn't so lost and wrong.

i know that i'm just
being too nice and doing unnecessary things
i know that i'm spending too much time
wasted on friends and things
i need to change and not spend
so much time wasted online doing nothing
i need to stop talking so much crap
because my grades are going to fall

i cant spend too much time on bowling
because it wont be my career
i know this maybe more crap
but i know its worth while
understanding what i should do

but i still know my priorities
but no i wont have any more best friends ever
not now. not in future.
why you may ask?
because of a bad experience
a bad experience that caused this to happen

too afraid to get hurt because
of best friends.
maybe good friends?
but still.
the phobia remains.

too many things happened before
but now i can change myself in this new school
but then the memories wouldn't fade
because the sad and happy times
would always be remembered by name

i wish i could forget everything
and start anew
but then
i have friends back there still

i cant say "i dont know you"
and say that i hate you

im confused
im lost between two sides
im losing grip
of this reality

maybe i just need time
but too long isn't good
maybe i just need to realise
that yes i can

i suddenly remembered
all the times from p3 to p4
when i had all the time in the world
to play around and have fun
i remembered the times
in p5 and p6
when i was couldn't study
and many of you pushed me

i remember being in japan
and enjoying the company of close friends
i remember getting into trouble
because of bubble gum
and my classmates..

i remember being mischievous all along
knowing that even though its wrong
i still do it because it was fun

i realised i had 'best' friends
and that they dont last.
maybe this school could be better

i realised that not everyone remains the same
in fact
most of us change

if i was still in p6
i would say
i wanna stay here forever

but now
i might say
i wanna stay in sec1 forever

i'll change
everyone does
but still
i need to have
a reality check

i spent my time___5/14/2007 08:43:00 PM

again

today failed my 2.4 again. ugh.. i actually only ran 2.2.. then it was already 18.55.. whereas the previous time i did 2.4 in 18.55? haiz.

anyway. aside the failure.

so after that had the double period lit 'test'. it really wasn't much of a test. a lot of sharing and stuff.

so after lit was science. but mr sim wasn't in. and ms cheong came in by accident! haha.. so mr sim came in and we had science. pretty obvious eh.

so.. after science was recess.. initially wanted to carry out our health in motion plan.. but fann had drills. and so. we still cant do it. and jo and i saw that fann was slacking? but she did drills at the end of recess... .. also. during recess. shanice scared us. she said "tmr dont eat. come straight to amphi for something". then jo and i were creeped out. then jo was like 'maybe we'll do drills!'

anyway. after recess was... uhhhhh... maths! yeahs. learnt number patterns. anyway.. cuz ms chan asked for our socks.. then a lot of us raised up our hands to show that we didn't bring. then ms chan was like "hohoho" then genevieve was like. MERRY CHRISTMAS!.. FUNNY LOL.

then after maths was lit. we did the question thing.. yeahs. then after that was history. man. i got so pissed during history. my group was doing hinduism.. and when we were presenting.. no one was listening. now i know how frustrated teachers get when pupils dont listen. i got especially pissed with jean and rebecca koh. the two of them were like. TALK TALK TALK TALK . worse off. rebecca had her back faced to me.. SUPER PISSED OK. ugh.

after that had assembly. was writing the 101 ways to get rid of nessy from the lane.. HAHAHA. then jo and i were like.. being evil...

so after that had bowling. today.. only played ONE game.. my score. wasn't.. TOO BAD.... 109.. lol... then stayed back with charlene and nat for one more game.. and charlene was listening to her ipod and kept dancing on the spot like some crazy weirdo. and she kept dropping her ipod out of her pocket then when she picked it up. her bowling ball rolled away.. HAHAHAHAHA. then after that went home...

in the car... nat and i were talking about the report book and results.. then charlene suddenly popped up another topic - "today the game very lan. must be the lanes fault".. lol? completely out of the picture. then was talking about the counting system for o levels. yeahs. complicating. lol. then yeah. nat was super sleepy. lol. and she walks fast larhs. u know she left my house then walked out.. then i just like. went up the stairs. then i looked out the window. and saw that she was already like.. reaching the main road? SUPER FAST. nahs maybe i was just slow. LOL

so yeahs. thats about it. today was pretty boring.. so yeah... and fann was like. ' i need to bring my lao gong up to the LT...... i need to take care of him'.. LOL

u get the point. o btw. dun be mistaken. her lao gong is the french horn. lol..

kkz. thats.. about it i guess?.. yeah it should be. and i need to buy the cloth for the banner for bowling for open house! and i haven't finished the cards for open house... so dead..

i spent my time___5/14/2007 08:23:00 PM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

ptd

went for parent teacher dialogue today.. was pretty horrible..

if u wanna know my marks...

i'll tell you.





































no i wont be so dumb as to tell you

i'm sure u've got ur own ways of finding out..

anyway.

ptd was just...

forget it. i'm not saying!

anywayyyyyy.... went to my cousin's wedding today. and guess what?

the song they played at the intro was...

PACHELBEL'S CANNON IN D.

..

i was laughing like crazy when i heard it. well .. but not aloud..

ok. anyway.

sorry charlene! i really couldn't get it today.. =X

andd.. yeahs. i cant rmb what else happened today..

but thats about it..

so boring right?.





i know it is..

i spent my time___5/12/2007 07:49:00 PM

Friday, May 11, 2007

after listening to basket case so many times. i'm feeling hyper. i know its just odd and random. but i'm telling you..

YES I FEEL HYPER

i spent my time___5/11/2007 10:49:00 PM

life's getting a lil better now. jean just apologised. and also on behalf of rebecca n yian. of cuz i woudn't know if the other 2 of them mean it.. but i trust jean isn't lying.

and just promised to get something for charlene.

and yuching is asking for bio tuition?

i spent my time___5/11/2007 10:21:00 PM

screwed

i just realised how screwed i am.

i'm listening to ppl complain.. when i myself have something to complain about..

i'm listening to music which i dont even understand..

i'm doing things which i dont even know why...

that isnt all..

i'm FREAKING SCREWED.

THANKS TO ALL THOSE PPL WHO PARTICIPATED IN THE "LETS SCREW UP JEMIMA" COMPEITION.

OH BY THE WAY. THOSE PPL WHO PARTICIPATED. IM GLAD TO TELL YOU THAT YOU'VE WON.. YOU HAVE OFFICIALLY WON THE COMPETITION.

SO STOP IT

STOP SCREWING ME

IM SCREWED ENOUGH

YOU HEARD ME


STOP!

beingscrewedisenough.noneedyoutopushmefurther.i'mreachingthelimitasfarasiknow.

.. tmr got my cousin's wedding.

doubt i can go bowling at night cuz everyone's busy..

guess i'll just stay home and sleep

since i've got nothing better to do

since my life is so screwed

i spent my time___5/11/2007 09:48:00 PM

crap it

suddenly i'm thinking about 2.4 again. well partly cuz i'm aching all over now..

stupid la.i mean like. i failed.. TWICE...

21.55 and 18.55. hmms. the second attempt was obviously better larhs. but if i ran this morning. its either the worst or the best..

worst - too tired
best - running all week n got used to it

well?

i wouldn't know..

blame the rain
blame it for raining

blehs. now i've gotta wait till monday..

and ..

i'd probably be slacking throughout the weekend ..

and...

i'll probably fail it the third time..

but nvm. i'll take it again until i pass.

i dont care

i spent my time___5/11/2007 09:27:00 PM

basket case

Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything
All at once

I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
I'm just stoned

Grasping to control
So you better hold on

i spent my time___5/11/2007 09:05:00 PM

why?

i just realised.. that i've gotta play piano for junior worship service on the 20th this month!!!!

and i haven't practised..

i haven't even looked at what the songs are!!

.....

i dun wanna screw up. but yeahs i'm too lazy to practise.. ok. nvm i'm crapping.

go watch these 2 videos on youtube.. super funny

some song

Pachelbel's rant

yeah. go watch!

and also go watch stewie.. LOL. =P

anyway. today. chinese did compo. and i finally did a compo thats more than 2 pages.. LOL. i know i'm pathetic. no need for ya to tell me.

then after chinese was... uhs.. ARGH I CANT REMEMBER?. o wait. that because chinese was double period. ok. so that means.. it was break then science. yeahs. oh yeah . during break.. joanna and charlene were slapping each other... then they were like complaining and blah. then i ended up getting slapped alternately by them ? ... dumb i know. lol

anyway then had science. yeah.. didn't screw up this time... and joanna and felicia put 7 test tubes n put in diff amounts of water and started blowing.. which made 'music' .. then fann was like. LETS DO IT. then i was like okk.. then we onli did 6 test tubes. then i made it sound like that song learnt in music.. uhs.. something like morning shining bright.. then dunno dunno what...OH YEAH.RIVER OF DREAMS!. ok anything.

then fann wanted to change to pe in class. then she was changing n jo and i were waiting. then the prefect came to lock the classroom.. then when she saw fann changing she immediately turned away.. LOL LA. then after that jo was like. you can lock the back door first!.. i thought i already locked it?.. OH I DIDNT!..

ok that part is redundant but nevertheless.. then when fann came out after she change. the prefect was like. why did u change?.. then fann was like. because i've got band later after school. then the prefect said. i dont think ur allowed to change now... then fann was like WHAT?!

and guess what? FANN HAD TO CHANGE BACK. LOL.

superrrr funny. ok.. i wouldn't know if u got it but u should.

then.... after recess was home econs. yeah. i screwed up the sewing of the pencil case.. i did it THREE TIMES. and un-did it THREE TIMES. and it still isnt nice. so i'm gonna do it next weds.. blehs. anyway. then after that went back to class... i was so super blur. i didn't realise that sch ended at 12.50... i thought it was 1.40!! ARGH. I THOUGHT THERE WAS ONE MORE LESSON. until i asked rui jia that is. -.-"

then i was like.. huhhhh! then i didn't wanna go home yet. so i followed teen zhen. helped her tie newspapers and put them at gallery.. hand up the art work.. then went to general office to give the water bottle that was found yesterday after bowling.. then after that.. went to canteen.. then went to com lab. and it was in the com lab that i started to irrtate amanda. LOL. amanda felicia and natassia were there waiting for debate later. so i went to amanda's blog and started flooding it. then she kept deleting my tags!!

anyway. then i was playing el bimbo out loud .. then teen zhen had to go. and when she left.. her sister chased after her.. and u know. we were finding for her sister in the canteen? -.-"

lucky she followed me to the com lab

so i stayed back till about 2.20+ then went home...

so thats about it.

OH YEAH. u know i was so stressed about that crappy 2.4.. then i was like. ok nvm i'll run. then this morning it rained. so i didn't have to run? well. its dumb i know.. so i'm gonna run on monday morning. blehs..

and here i was being stressed.. and there was rebecca koh yian and jean crapping that i like hwa chong guys? HELLO. WTH IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU.

. gosh. the moment i mention it i get so pissed. ignored jean the entire day.

wtv.






We’re not gonna be just a part of their game
We’re not gonna be just the victims
They’re taking our dreams and they tear them apart
‘Til everyone’s the same

I’ve got no place to go
I’ve got nowhere to run
They’d love to watch me fall
They think they know it all

I’m a nightmare, a disaster
That’s what they always said
I’m a lost cause, not a hero
But I’ll make it on my own
I’ve gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world
It’s me against the world

We won’t let them change how we feel in our hearts
We’re not gonna let them control us
We won’t let them shove all their thoughts in our heads
And we’ll never be like them

I’ve got no place to go
I’ve got nowhere to run
They’d love to watch me fall
They think they know it all

I’m a nightmare, a disaster
That’s what they always said
I’m a lost cause, not a hero
But I’ll make it on my own
I’ve gotta prove them wrong
It's me against the world
Me against the world

Now I’m sick of this waiting
So come on and take your shot
You can spit all your insults
But nothing you say’s gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We’ll never let you win

I’m a nightmare, a disaster
That’s what they always said
I’m a lost cause, not a hero
But I’ll make it on my own
Me against the world

I’m a nightmare, a disaster
That’s what they always said
I’m a lost cause, not a hero
But I’ll make it on my own
I’ve gotta prove them wrong
They’ll never bring us down
We’ll never fall in line
I’ll make it on my own

Me against the world

i spent my time___5/11/2007 03:55:00 PM

i'm in the com lab. and some crazy person who is supposed to be called amanda is standing.. uhs. behind me. she's just insane. anyway. i'm just bored. so decided to blog about nothing. so u get the point..

BLAH.

there. thats crap. i'm too lazy to blog about everything that happened today. so i'll probably do it when i get home.. at night.. some time.. long later.. lol..

BYE!

i spent my time___5/11/2007 02:17:00 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

u know what. i just realised how super super super super super super long that was..

MUST REMEMBER TO BREAK IT UP NEXT TIME

i spent my time___5/10/2007 08:41:00 PM

dedicating it?

had art of speech todayy. super slack! rui jia fann and i were at the back talking about band. i was like. kinda left out cuz rui jia was a band major in primary sch! COOL HUH? heh. ok i'll stop.

so. after that had history. once again. everyone was dead and tired. OH YES.BEFORE I FORGET. THIS MORNING RAN 2.4 AGAIN!. i improved by exactly 3 minutes... but i still failed -.-

anyway. after history.. was.. uhhh. science. yeah. did the experiment and realised how horrible we were. and i screwed up at the science lab man.

first. when i went to get the ethanol from mr sim at the teacher's desk.. i tripped over that pipe thing and i smashed the test tube at the bottom head onto the sink? omg larh. scared me. i thought my hand was gonna die..then after that i went to get the salt.. and i spilled it. then i turned the tap on from the back of the sink. then the water splashed all over the place.. then after that.. i went to get the detergent to wash the oil off.. then i spilled the detergent all over the sink... then after that i splashed water all over the place again...

see how screwed i was?

well. enough of that. so after science was recess.. ran another 200m with fann. so it means i ran a total of 5km in 3 days.. haha..

so after recess.. was..math.. got more homework. then had geog. ms ku wasn't here. so it was super fun. cuz there was this whole group of ppl playing dare or dare. hahahaha. SUPER FUNNY MANNN!!!!

then after that was eng. had a lot of homework.. mhmm..

then after eng was bowling. HAHHA. today bowled relatively well larhs. wont say its too bad or too good. first game got 135.. then gt 95.. then got 142.. hehe.. i have an average of.. 124! ..not too bad..

anyway.. i'm super tired. but yeahs. OH YES. crap. damn it. i suddenly remembered that during art of speech. i told rui jia and fann that i woud dedicate the 55th post to everyone.. one by one. but. this post is the 51 one.. it'll be REALLY LONG.. hmmm.. ok. nvm. i'll just. make this post real long by doing it now..

it isn't in any order so dont think i'm biased ok!

raffles :

all ex 6H classmates - thanks for making my life in p6 BEARABLE. u guys know what u did -.-
amanda lim - thanks for being sucha niceeeee friend for.... 4 years. xD
clarissa - hahaaa. thanks for beingg my best friend for 4 years! except the violin part =X
sarah - thanks for being nice. even tho u were.. mean sometimes.
rachel y. - thanks for being evil..
tracey - dont ask why! but u pushed me to actually hand up my homework. amazing i know.
siok ling - thx 4 being sucha.. evil but good mama.. haha.
yu ching - thanks for being my competition since p3.. LOL..had loads of fun competing with u.. xD
shanice - thx for making me study for the ONE test. LOL. no kidding. thx for helping me do my homework n being sucha nice friend.
nicole - thanks for being sucha nice ah ma! super niceeee =P
bowling mates - u guys. are super. funny!.. HAHAHA. esp alcine.. gabbie anddd sarah!. hmm sorry if i forgot u =X

sc :

classmates - say i dont know ALL of u well. but its nice to know that you guys.. can be nice. and evil too -.-"
fann - i dunno.. guess i've been sitting beside u since sch started.. but thx for being nice and crazy..
rui jia - thx for helping me torture fann.. and making me run my 2.4 today =X
carolyn - STOP SAYING 'shut up jemima' .. u just know that u dont wanna say it. anyway. thx for not handing up work with me. LOL
jean - thx for talking to me almost EVERYNIGHT.. and thx for always being so .. free.. haha. u spent a lot of time talking to me xD
qiying - thx for beinggg super nicee! otherwise i would suffer under the hands of carolyn and fann .. HAHA
elisa - even tho ur evil. but u still pushed me on 2.4 both times..




ok u know what. i'm tired of thinking -.-"



bowling :
charlene - super wacko!. nice larhs. just that u help me spend too much money... and also super hyper.. haha
natasha - another crazy one. aiya. but still. TOO NICE. and too scary. but another person who actually suggests to help me spend money.. *ahem*
joanna - hha. always happy to compete against one.. ONE FRAME AND 10 POINTS!
christine - hmm. not sure. u just keep telling me i hate you. -.-"
deborah - thx A LOT for the powder... no kidding.. haha.. maybe i'm not . O_O
yuxian - u crazy and disgusting freaky person .. thx for being another wonderful left hander. HAHAHA.. hyper. not hyper. but u seriously have too loud a voice.
stephanie - the worst.. most disgusting. always saying that ur ass is hot?.. yeahs. but ur always crazzyy. and u dunno how to be angry! hehe.
vanessa - dunnno!. but i know u make a good left hander. xD
teen zhen - well.. thx for helping me in my chi homework in p5 n 6. i know its weird to say it here but yeah.. thx for following me to bowling auditions in the first place! xD
justine - .. thx for.. uhs. letting me bug u .. sometimes . sorta. I DUNNO!

ok. u see.. my mind is pretty blank cuz my legs ACHE!.. but yeah u get my whole point of thanking..

okok. i'll stop. this post is already as long as it is..

BYE!. no. wait. i think i forgot something... ugh.. YES.

natalie - thx for skipping class with me all the time.. and also for helping me sabo jean... n thx for being so super nice for the past.......... i think.. 2 years.. or 3?

ok. i think thats all. HOLD ON..

samantha - thx for talking to me everytime we're early for class. haha.
ning zhen - thx for providing masking tape =X

mhmm. is that all? o_O.. NO CHURCH!!!!!

charmaine - thx for always turning up..
edelweiss - person who always wants my phone.. aiya...
deborah -thx for.. being nice for the past... 7 years!.. hahaha.
melissa - thx for being nice for the past 7 years too. but. nowadays i dont see u..

i think thats about it.. too many ppl to mention! sorry if i missed u out.. WAIT WAIT WAIT. IMPORTANT. SENIORS!

shanice - nice. but then again.. sometimes look so fierce.. but still nice xD
marissa - nice n kind!! thx for seeing me at 2.4 today =X
peiyi - nice also! man. my seniors are all nice. haha. anyway. thx for letting me have a chance to be a statue!
kritika - maybe i spelt ur name wrong. dunno? anyway! thx for being my ego senior who lets me compete against. HAHA
clara - haha. love waving to ya! =P
hwee ting - hogger!. no larhs. kidding. thx for ............... supporting all the time
magdalene - also another person nice to wave at.. hmmmm..

ok. too many seniors . but u guys wont be mad i know !

ok.. i'll.. stop.. i think.. BEAR WITH IT OK!

hmm. ok. i'll stop. BYE!

i spent my time___5/10/2007 08:01:00 PM

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

noooooooooooooooo!!!!! IM GOING CRAZY SOON.

i've been listening to el bimbo for the past 1 and a half hours!! ARGH.. stupid fann. got me going crazy. -.-

ARGH. and she can tell me "oh its ok" ..?! HELLO?!..

anyway. i'll find a way to convert myself to normal. -.-

i spent my time___5/09/2007 07:40:00 PM

bored!

i'm in the com lab.. lol. and fann is with me.. and...crapping about her el bimbo. LOL..

anyway....

u know. i just asked fann what happened yesterday and guess what she said? "oh. yesterday? you met this wonderful girl called fann".. LOL LOL LOL

and i keep playing el bimbo to irritate her.. HA. anyway. she's like. blogging it against me. LOL. anyway anyway anyway.....!

ok. yesterday. um. contact time.. got scolding frm mrs quek. she said if we don't hand up our work then we'll have to run 3 rounds around the amphi?.. uhss.. yeah.. and if we still dont. minus one happy note each time.. T_T

so. anyway. after contact time was chinese. was super slack. lao shi nice larhs...

after chinese was.. pe.. ran 2.4 larhs.. mrs bowness let our class use ipod when we run. heh. but our class did worse than normal. and i failed.. like. seriously failed horribly.. 21.55???!!!!

ok. nvm about that. i know i cant run larhs. anyway... after that was. music. yeah. some ppl did presentations.. and.. didn't finish mine yet. then i had to do it larhs. then still haven't finish. so stayed longer for .. well. my entire recess to finish the.. the.. garage band. yeah.

so after music and recess was art. super slack. lol. sherine jean fann and i were crapping.. lols. anyway. after that was history. by that time.. all of us were super tired.. esp since we did 2.4... then ms cheong asked us to stand up and massage our partners? super funny..

then end of sch lors. i .. cant rmb what i did. OH WAIT. i went to the com lab?. WAIT. i think i told this before.. lol. cant rmb. anyway.. went home super late. and rushed for guitar lesson. during the entire time since i was in the com lab until end of guitar lesson. had been smsing nat. weird huh? lol. anywayyyyy.. i bought raffia strings yesterday and i didn't bring it today.. dumb -.-"

just now. senior walked in. ehhhes. and she said hi junior. and i was trying to make fann jealous that my seniors were nicer than hers larhs! lol. at least. towards her. =P

ok. anyway. today.. hmmm.. during chinese today was even MORE slack. then had ce. was super dumb larhs.. oh we did that .. family collage thing. yeah. then.. science had the practical. super easy i'd say. then was playing with the pendulum. HA.

Esther is the prettiest, cleverest princess. I mean, that is like, so totally true, except that someone, like, mislead Fann so she doesn't agree. But still, how could anyone think that I'm not a princess? Fann is SO deluded.
esther suvks



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ok u know what. ignore that. some *ahem* crazy ppl just helped me screw up my thought. cuz fann asked me to watch STEWIE!.

ok. anyway.. lit today larhs.. had to run 6 rounds round amphi. yes. homework prob. anyway. after that had english. both by mrs quek so continued with the lesson. then after that was math. super slack.

so before i came in here.. was talking to elisa adeline and fann. we were talking. then after that talked to elisa adeline and.. qiying. fann ran off to ... no idea... then she was like " i wanna listen to el bimbo!" then i suggested going to the com lab. then she was like. YES. ok so u get the point. i'm sure u guys aren't dumb. ehhhes. WATCHING STEWIE.. oh yeahs. go to youtube and search for pachebel's rant. man. that thing is super funny. about this guy and pachelbel's cannon in d. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. its the first one on the list. HAHAHA..

hmm. ok. i shall continue watching stewie. =P

o btw. we were watching the one going. "lois, lois, lois, lois.... mom, mom, mom, mom... mummy, mummy, mummy, mummy.. yeah. super funny. GO SEE. "

and now fann's asking me to watch ding fries are done.. bet its funny =p. hold on. i just watched it. IT IS FUNNY. HAHAHAHAHA. DING FRIES ARE DONE DING FRIES ARE DONE. DING FRIES ARE DONE. man super funny. just watch it for urself...

ew. now watching puke contest? EWWWW. lol. =P. ok larhs. i'll. stop before i keep .. typing .. and typing.. and typing.. -.-'

BYE!

i spent my time___5/09/2007 02:47:00 PM

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My Bloody Valentine

Oh, my love, please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands
and we'll start a new life

I ripped out his throat
And called you on the telephone
to take off my disguise
Just in time to hear you cry

When you mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourned the death of your bloody valentine
One last time

Singing...

Oh my love please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands
And we'll start a new life
I don't know much at all,
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

There was...
Police and flashing lights
The rain came down so hard that night and the
Headlines read "a lover died"
No tell-tale heart was left to find

When you mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourned the death of your bloody valentine
One last time

Singing...

Oh my love please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands
And we'll start a new life
I don't know much at all,
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

Tonight...

He dropped you off I followed him home
Then I stood outside his bedroom window
Standing over him he begged me not to do
What I knew I had to do
'cause I'm so in love with you

Oh my love please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands
And we'll start a new life
I don't know much at all,
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

Tonight...